Arranged Marriage

part 22

"Hoga Tera deedar ek dafa ,Is lamhe ki khawish me hum zinda they

Par aaye samne tum kuch is tarah ki hum na bata paye ki teri mohabbat par hum fida they..

Na bhorsa kiya meri mohabbat par tumne isi baat par hum tumse khafa they..

Tumse pyar karu ya shikayat lekin ab humare raste juda they..."

I came out from his cabin,I was freezed at my place. I felt so good when he touched me ,My Manik ,I felt out of world.

I was just freezed at the moment ,I couldn't pushed him immediately ,I so wanted to hig him,Kiss him but then reality hit me hard,

"That day he threw me out of his house ,His life,He dint believe me" I cursed myself

Tears were rolling down my cheeks ,I wanted to cry out loud but I couldn't.

I came back to my desk but I was not in my senses to think anything else except him

I still love him very much but what he did is not acceptable.

I engrossed into past,I still remember the time when Manik and I was living a happy life.

Manik loved me a lot,Like crazy but his possesiveness was grewing with time and that became the reason for our separation.

"I  don't know how to react seeing him,Ladai karu unse ya maaf kar dun " I said talking to my baby in my womb.

"Nandini you have to become strong,You cant become weak,It's about your self respect ,I cant forgive him,Sorry baby I am troubling you a lot but what to do " I said to myself ,I was sobbing.

I left the office after 1 hour without informing anyone ,In this moment I dint know what to do and what not.

I came to my house and I was just crying heavily.

"Why Manik why,Why dint you trust me ? "

"We have love between us ,But not trust ,This was Bound to happen someday, The foundation of relationship is Trust "

"Why dint you listen to me Manik,You believed her ,Not me Manik"

I slept off crying.

I got up around 5 PM in the evening,I saw I had a missed call from office number.

I called back ,It was my manager.

"Nandini where are you ,You are not picking up the call as well?" He said shouting at me.

"Today is the first day of new Boss,What impression will he get,This is highly unprofessional" He said

"Sir I was not feeling well" I said

"You could have informed me " He said

"I am sorry sir ,This will not happen again" I said and hanged up.

I took my lunch and medicines.

"Nandini you have to deal with the situation ,For your baby ,You have to learn how to face him" I said to myself , Determined for the next day.

Next day

I was fully prepared for today.

"Nandini sir is calling you"  Manager told me as soon I entered into office.

"Perhaps he will scold you for yesterday" Manager said

I went to his cabin without saying anything to manager in return.

I knocked the door and with his permission I entered.

"So Miss Nandini ,ahhhh ,My bad ,Mrs Nandini Manik Malhotra" He said smirking

"I am not Nandini Manik Malhotra " I said without letting him complete

"We are not divorced yet my dear wife " He said mocking at me.

I choose to stay silent,I know him very well so it's good to be Silent.

"So Mrs Nandini Manik Malhotra ,Where did you disappear yesterday?" He asked me

"I got some urgent work at home" I said making an excuse

"Oh ,Your boyfriend needed you " He said taunting me.

"What shit are you talking?" I said in angry tone.

"Haan toh uske saath hi toh rahti hongi na tum" He said with anger in his eyes.

"Sir this is not your business ,With whom I stay or what I do,I will apply the leave for yesterday" I said and moved towards exit door but then he grabbed my hand tightly.

"It is my business,Get it straight in your head,What you do , Your every single detail is my business because you are mine " He said possesively.

"Leave my hand " I said and tried to jerk my hand off him.

I left his cabin and came back to my desk.

How was the update ?
You got some hints regarding Manan separation and it will remove your restlessness.Slowly it will be revealed, Please have patience.

I have composed my own shayari based on the situation,Do let me know how was it?