Forever Blue

Secrets

It's nightime and I am running from something or someone. He is tall and has tattoos all over his body. He has a gun and a group behind him. My mom is with me and she is crying. I was stable. I kind of was in shock but at the same time I felt this coming. The man catches up to my mom and I and my mom runs. I stay put... My mom was behind me and I heard a gunshot. It came from behind me. I didn't want to turn around because I knew what was behind me. I slowly turn and there it is. The thing that I didn't want to happen. My mom is lying there helpless. She wasn't moving or crying. I knew she had already passed just because of her lifeless body. I looked away from her body and looked up. The tall dark hair man wasn't the one who killed her. It was a short blonde man who had face tattoos and body tattoos. I started to weep when the dark haired man came up behind me and said, "Go with my men and they will take you somewhere safe. I will explain everything later. Do not go anywhere." I complied and went with his men. They took me to a car and I heard so many shots go off. I was nervous but I knew who would survive and who wouldn't. They kept me in a nice BMW which was blacked out. There was weapons everywhere and I decided to take a knife and I shoved it in my knee high boot. I saw someone approach the car and it was the dark haired man. I was sitting in the passenger's seat and he got into the driver's seat. He turned on the car... everything started to fade.... I was awakened by something.

My mom shook me awake. She sat on the edge of the bed and had tears in her eyes. I knew she heard my screaming. She was off today. Today, I had to run some errands. I needed some new clothes and my best friend wanted to go shopping.

"Sap you need to start to take your meds again. It is getting unbearable. I can't stand you to be in this much pain. Not again I will not stand for it." I rolled my eyes and got up. I had to get ready because Blair was supposed to pick me up in 10 minutes.

I quickly got dressed and waited for her. She showed up in her red mercedes. She treats that car like her baby. I have a Jeep Renegade in white and I do not treat it like she does. Blair waves her hands in the air and motions me to hurry up. We had to get to the mall before all the good clothes were gone. That's her reasoning everytime we go shopping. I have saved up tons of money to buy nice going out attire. Blair swears that we will go to clubs in the city but she's a year older than me. She bought me a fake ID for my 19th birthday so I could go out with her but since my mom got laid off from her last job. I had to get the job at the bar.

We head to the nicest going out store in the mall. It was our generation's clothes thank god. She picked out a whole bunch of shit for me to try on. I had a few dresses and lots of tops and matching bottoms. I fell in love with most of them but I had to choose the top three outfits. I picked a royal blue sequin dress which was short but not too short. Then I picked a gold stringy top which looked like I was in the 20s and the matching stringy bottoms. Last but not least, a red two piece that hit every curve right. I fell inlove. Blair spent over $3,000 there. I spent $200 which was cheap for the stuff I bought. Blair was rich so she didn't mind dropping $10,000 everytime she shopped. I think her dad runs a business and that's why she has that money. I mean I wasn't rich but I am not poor. I'm considered middle class but I do not have that kind of money to spend. I plan on moving soon well I hope.

We grab linner at a local restaurant that was fancy. We were celebrating the new outfits we got. "Why don't we go out tonight?" Blair gives me a chuckle after that question.

"I mean maybe Blair. You know I hate drinking with you and especially at a club. You always get drunk drunk and get with any guy who shows you a good time. I am not finding a way home without you." She looks at me and rolls her eyes

"Sap you need to get out more. Stop working and live a little. You work way too much for a 20 year old. I will pay for all your drinks and I will help you get a man." She taps me.

" Okay, fine but this will be the last time in a while. I can only drink a few times or I will lose my mind" I laugh and she laughs with me.

We drove to her house for a change and she told me to change into one of my new outfits. We were going clubbing apparently. She wasn't taking no for an answer.

Blair did my hair and makeup since I am poorly at it. I had to look perfect since I might find my soulmate there. That's what she told me. I laughed on the inside.

She finished doing her makeup and we headed out the door. She lived in an apartment with no family. She moved out once she turned 18. She told me her whole story when we met. We met at a local party and clicked ever since. Basically she told me that her family is in and out of this country due to the family business and they have to expand the business everywhere to make more money. She said her brother will more than likely take the business over shortly. He is of age and her dad isn't getting any younger. Her words not mine.

She parks her car in front of this rich ass club. There is valet and she threw her keys at the valet person. I quickly get out before she leaves me in there. This club had to be like five building combined. She took my hand and I followed her while she dragged me throughout the crowds. She stopped at this rope thing for famous/rich people. The body guard said, "Name please"

She looks at him and says, "MOON!" He looks at her and smiles. "So happy to have you again. Haven't seen your brother in awhile. He must be traveling." She smiles and walks past.

I've never met her family due to their traveling. They must be famous or something because people are looking at us like we are. I don't really think anything of it. I'm used to it by now since we always get starred at.

She has her own personal bartender in this corner. I order my usual and so does she. We sip on that for a little.

"Do you want to dance?" She smiles while she asks. I nod and we head to the dance floor. We were dancing our asses off. She starts to grind with this one dude so I go off to my own side. I just pick a random guy and start to dance with him. We are getting hot and heavy and then I hear a guy behind me say something to the guy I'm dancing with. I turn around and it's the guy in my dreams. WTF

"May I dance with you?" I look him up and down before nodding. He gets behind me and we grind. I could feel him so much right now. I kind of liked it. He starts to kiss my neck and I lost it. Why do I feel like this? It is like electricity. I have never felt like this ever. A moan escapes my mouth and I cover it. He keeps kissing my neck and we are grinding even harder. He turns me over and I just look at him.

"Hey Beautiful, I made you weak didn't I?" I blush but it's too dark to see. He smiles and he grabs a drink. He sips it so slowing I quiver. I have butterflies for some reason. He pulls out his phone and he asks, "That dancing was amazing. I would love to go out sometime." I put my phone number in his phone and we part ways.

WTF just happened Sap? Why did you crack? Where is Blair I need to tell her?

I found Blair back in the private section sipping on her drink of choice. "Hey Sappy! I saw that. Who was that guy?" I smile and try to cover my blush.

"I have no idea Blair. He made me weak in my knees. I've never felt that in my life." She smiles. It's 3am in the morning and we decided to go to her apartment for the night. I texted my mom that I would be home sometime tomorrow. I actually felt super happy after tonight. I just hope it doesn't bite me in the ass.

I recieved a text before I fell asleep. "Good night Beautiful. I will see you soon." I glance at my phone and I was definitely drunk and that was not what it said for sure. I close my eyes and I fall into sleep.