Mahiwaga, Pipiliin Ka (Araw Araw Duology #1) | COMPLETED

Zathrian

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She turned to me with hopeful eyes and ran to give me the tightest hug that she can give. Kung alam ko lang na ito na ang huling mahigpit na yakap na manggagaling sa kanya sana sinulit ko na, sana hinigpitan ko pa. Napapikit ako ng maramdaman ang mga luha niya na pinipigilan niyang bumuhos, my heart hurts.

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'Wag nang mawawala

Kumalas din agad ako dahil napapansin akong we're creating a scene, kaya hinawakan ko na lang ang kamay at pinagsiklop naman niya ang mga ito kaya napatingin ako sa babaeng mahal ko.

Ngumiti naman siya sa akin at mas hinigpitan niya lang ang kapit sa kanya at pumasok na kami, mabilis naman namin nahanap ang upuan namin dahil VIP ang kinuha namin at accomodating ang mga staffs nila. I noticed how nervous she was I but I also notice her excitement, sino bang hindi? Ilang taon inintay ito ng mga chicken nuggets, its our dream come true to see our favorite band perform on the big stage.

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Magmamahal, oh, mahiwaga

Hinanap namin agad ang aming silya, mabuti na lang at mabait ang mga personnel dito kaya ginabayan nila kami sa aming puwesto. Hindi naman ako bumitaw sa aming paghahawak ng kamay kahit kinakausap siya ng personnel, I didn't like to speak because I was scared of the words that may come out of my mouth. Ayoko siyang masaktan dahil lang sa maling salita na lumabas.

I can't hurt her, I can't hurt my love of my life.

She's to precious, ang dami na niyang pinagdadaanan kaya ayoko ng dumagdag pa. While waiting she was just staring at the stage, habang ako naman ay nakatitig sa kanyan ng mabuti.

I would definitely give up anything for her, basta huwag na lang ulit siya masaktan. Gusto kong bumawi sayo, mahal ko. I want to love you in the way I can but I'm still scared.

"Kamusta ka?" mahinang tanong niya sa akin, napaiwas naman ako ng tingin dahil baka mahuli niya akong nakatitig sa kanya, napalunok muna ako bago sumagot.

"I'm okay, its starting and please let's focus on the show. Huwag mong sayangin ang araw na ito, I had to sacrifice this day for you so please" I tried to pick up the right words but I saw her face fell down, did I say something wrong? See Zath?! You're not being careful again!

I wanted to explain my side that my schedule is really full and I had to sacrifice this day, I hate how I'm not the type of lover na expressive sa kanyang mga nararamdaman. I feel so scared whenever I'm with her because I feel that I can't protect her with all my life because I can't even man up for my own girl.

Napahinga ako ng malalim, I'm trying to put the words into sentence on my mind at pagkatapos nagsalita ako muli para mapaliwanag ko sa kanya ng mabuti.

"I'm a law student, Gal so don't expect me to give all my attention to you. I have priorities" mahinahon kong paliwanag kay Galene.

She looked at me painfully, na parang ang bigat bigat na ng dinaramdam niya sa loob. Is my reasons too selfish? Didn't I really balanced my time? I need to earn para tuwing mag-aaya ako ay may pambayad ako, while she's already striving on her career. The fact that she didn't graduate college but made it successful in her career makes me insecure.