F1 Imagines

Carlos Sainz (3)

shattered
/ˈʃatəd/
adjective
very upset.

Y/N - your name

I wake up to the warm Spanish sun on my naked body through the blinds. I smile, remembering the events from last night with my fiancé, Carlos. I couldn't wait to marry Carlos. We met 3 years ago at our friend Lando's party. It was love at first sight, as cliche as that sounds. We couldn't keep our eyes off of each other and eventually the Spanish man approached me which led to us talking the whole night and dancing until the sun rose.

I turn on my side to see Carlos is not in the bed. I frown, wondering where he went. I look at the beside table for a letter, which he always leaves if he is going somewhere, but there is no letter. I sigh as I stand up and walk to my closet and chose an outfit. I take a shower and get dressed. Once I finished, I walked out and looked around. Carlos still isn't back.

I start to worry as I grab my phone and find his contact and called him. After a few rings, it went to voicemail. I roll my eyes as I try again but to no success. I let out a groan as I put on my shoes and head out the door. I go downstairs to the lobby and say a good morning to all the staff. "Hey Jane." I said to the manager of the hotel. "Hey Y/N. How has your stay been?" She asked as I smiled.

"It's been amazing. I'm sorry to ask but do you have an idea where Carlos is?" I asked as she shook her head as I frowned. "I didn't see him leave this morning and I've been here since 6am." She said as I sighed. "I don't know where he is and he isn't answering my calls." I said as she gave me a sympathetic smile. "Maybe call his mother?" She said and I nodded.

"Thank you Jane. I'll see you later." I waved her goodbye as I walked to my car. A few fans stopped me to take a picture with me, which I didn't mind. "How are Y/N?" A girl around 13 asked. "I'm great thanks." I said as her mother took a picture of us hugging. "Where is Carlos?" She asked as I shrugged. "I have no clue actually. I'm actually going to find him." I said as she nodded. "I hope you find him." She said. I gave her a smile. "Thanks dear. What's your name?" I asked as she blushed.

"Emma " "Well Emma, I'll let you know when I find him and I'll ask him kindly to say hello to you." I said as I saw her brown eyes light up. "You're amazing!" She screeched as she hugged me again. I chuckle softly as I stare at her mother. He mother smiled at her daughter lovingly. I admired how much her mother cared for her and loved her daughter.

"Are you staying at this hotel?" I asked as I pointed at the hotel I was staying at. She nodded yes as I smiled. "Great. I'll let you know later." I said as she nodded her head and smiled widely at me. "Have a lovely day Emma." I waved her and her mother goodbye as I hoped into the rented car. I drove towards Carlos's parents home as I called his mother.

"Y/N! How are you?" She asked as I smiled at the sound of her voice. "I'm great and yourself?" I asked as she sighed. "I'm great. Are you alright? Why are you calling me at 8 in the morning?" She asked in a curious tone. "Is Carlos with you?" I asked. "No he's not. Is he not with you?" She asked as I shook my head. "He's not and I can't get ahold of him." I said as she exhaled.

"I'm sorry Y/N. I'll attempt calling him and if he answers, I'll let him know you're looking for him." She said. "Thank you." "Goodbye dear." She said I said my goodbye. I took a turn to the left, deciding on going to the town market instead of going to his parents as he wasn't there. Carlos is a grown man. I'll see him later.

I shopped the rest of the day and drove back to my hotel. I parked the car as entered the building. Jane ran towards me as I stared at her. "I saw Carlos go back to your room. He looks nervous. I think you need to hurry." She said as I nodded and thanked her. I ran to the elevator. I passed Emma, who was sitting at the hotels restaurant, and waved. I headed to our room and unlocked the door to see a nervous looking Carlos on the couch.

"Babe! Where have you been? I was so worried." I said as I closed the door and headed his way. I was about to wrap my arms around him but he stopped me. "Carlos..." I trailed off but he stopped me. "I can't marry you " he said plainly as I stared at him in shock. "What?" I blurted out as he looked at me. His eyes were dark and his face stone-like as he expressed little to no emotion.

"I..." he trailed off as I stared at him. "Why Carlos?" I questioned as I crossed my arms over my chest. "I cheated on you!" He shouted as I flinched. I let what he said sink in as my stomach dropped. "You cheated?" I asked in disbelief as I couldn't wrap my head around his abrupt statement. "I cheated on you with another woman." He said bluntly as I looked into his eyes. "That's where I was the whole day. With another woman."

His eyes showed no remorse as I shook my head. "How could you?" I questioned as he looked at me. He scoffed as his face showed the first bit of emotion since I came back into the hotel room. "You really asking me this?" He questioned as I looked at him as if he was a mad man. "You are so boring Y/N. All you do is waste oxygen next to me." He said as I felt my heart break into millions of pieces.

"Then why cheat? You could've just broken up with me but instead you lie to me and cheat on me." I said as I felt my blood boil. "You're such a dick." I said as I walked to the cupboard and started packing my things. I shoved everything into my suitcase. Carlos didn't attempt to stop me once. He stood by the couch and watched me with a straight face.

I walk to the door and stop as I turn to him. "Carlos, I don't want to walk away. I love you so much. But you cheated. It's hard to believe that my man had another girl in his arms. Kissed another girls lips. I don't think you understand just how bad you've broken my heart. You've shattered it." My voice broke as he looked down. I turned around, ready to leave before I stopped.

"I'm pregnant." I said as he looked at me, shock spread across his face. I've known for the last two weeks. I was gonna tell him and make it a big surprise but not anymore. I looked down as I left the room, refusing to look back. I thought he'd run out, ask if what I said was true, but he never did. I finally let the tears stream down my face as I sobbed into my sleeve. The tears were hot and never ending as I walked to the elevator. Luckily, no one was in the elevator as I went to the lobby floor.

I look down to avoid people seeing my tears but I felt an arm pull me. "Y/N! Are you okay?" Emma asked as I gave her a small smile. "I'm sorry Emma but I can't call Carlos over for you." I said as she shook her head. "No don't worry. What did he do to you?" She asked as I looked down. "He... he broke up with me and cheated on me. That's where he was today." I stated as I shook my head at my own words, still shocked.

"I am so sorry." She said as she pulled me into a hug. I never thought I'd be happy hugging a 13 year old but I needed this support. "What are you gonna do?" She asked as I pulled away. "I'm just gonna go back home. I don't have any purpose here anyway." I said as she gave me a sympathetic smile. "Y/N, what happened?" Jane asked as I shook my head. "We broke up." I said as she frowned and gave me a hug.

"It will be okay." She said as I sobbed into her shoulder. "It won't be because I'm pregnant with his child." I blurted out as they both stared at me in shock. Did I just admit I was pregnant with my now ex fiancé to a 13 year old and a hotel manager? You bet. "Listen I need to go. Please don't say a word." I said as they nodded and smiled. "Stay safe love." Jane said as I smiled at her.

"Bye guys. I'll probably see you two at some point. You two will be the first to know the gender." I chuckled as they smiled at me. "Bye Y/N." Emma said as I gave her a small smile. "Emma, just because he broke up with me and cheated on me, doesn't mean you can't support him. In the end, he is a good guy but he just happened to fall out of love for me." I said as she nodded and smiled. I walked away and never looked back as I sat in the rental car and cried my eyes out.

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Part two??? I hope you guys enjoyed. I do have an idea for a part two so just let me know. Stay safe everyone!