Thankyou for Rejecting Me

Chapter 5

Ivory's POV:

I watched Seth leave with Danny following him out of my room. Finally peace and quiet with out someone staring at me with pity and remorse. Knowing Seth was serious about coming up with movies and snacks I slid off the window seat and gathered a pair of sweat pants, shirt and headed for the my bathroom. Turning on the light was the worst, the light bounced off the white marble and tiles making me wince. I turned on the hot water letting the water run until it was hot enough for my liking, pulling off the tee shirt I turned and got a good look at my reflection for the first time since this morning. Good god I look like an abuse victim and it looks like someone shot me with a cannon ball trying to take my heart out. Well they did actually isn't that funny my heart was broken, shredded, stomped and thrown away all by a male that I really didn't like all because of him being my fated mate. Well the moon goddess, Sasha or any other female can have him and every other male that roams the earth. I don't need a damn mate, Danny is the next in line to be the packs alpha so I am not important or needed around here for anything. I should just leave, the only reason I was going to go to college was to take over the businesses my father would hand over to me when he retired but with out a mate to help I don't need them anymore. I am a strong alpha female I don't need any thing I can hunt and provide for myself, Nalla should approve of the idea. Nalla poor Nalla she is taking things 100 times harder than I am.

Nalla how are you feeling?

I just want to be left alone.

Even from me?

No never from you Ivory, I just want the rest of them to leave us alone. I-I need time to think and to feel again. I think we should leave as soon as possible, but I don't want them to follow or find us Ivory. I want to go some where, where nobody knows us.

I agree but for that to happen we need to make them believe that we will be fine, I know you don't want them around but we need to pretend okay. I know it hurts and it's hard but I'm here with you Nalla.

I'll do my best Ivory.

It's all that I can ask of you.

I got in the shower and let the scalding hot water run all over me washing away the blood and Charles's scent from me. I knew I would have memories of what he did today but I wanted all of the physical evidence gone for good. I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a fluffy towel around me and heard a soft knock at the door.

Ivory are you okay in there? Seth asked quietly.

Yes Seth I'm fine, I'll be out in a minute. I wasn't about to tell him if anything was wrong, last thing I needed was a protective male rush into my bathroom with me only in a towel. And knowing Seth he would want to inspect me, yea that so isn't happening. I quickly get dried off and dressed and open the bathroom door to join Seth in my bedroom. Seth was pacing the length of my bed until he saw my shadow from the bathroom light behind me. His face was lined with worry and pity, damn it I am tired of everyone's pity, instead of starting some stupid argument with him I walked over to my bed climbed to the middle got under the blanket and looked at him.

Well stick in a movie and let's get this started already. I tried to sound more enthusiastic but I know it was far from it. He blew out his breath, nodded his head and put in the movie that was on top of the stack with out even looking at it. It had better not be some damn romantic comedy, I can't take any romance right now. I need to see things blow up, cars crash and big muscle bound men shoot bad guys. The dipped and rocked with Seth's big heavy body, he handed me a plate filled with sandwiches and a soda, he was pilling bags of potato chips and candy on his lap. After watching Thor and then Red I started to feel tired and my chest was starting to hurt again. I was trying to get comfortable but nothing was working and starting to get agitated when Seth pulled me up against his chest making me drape half way over him and finally I was comfortable. I tried to stay awake to watch Taken 2 but the days events had finally made me succumb to slumber.