Fire & Water (Hiatus)

The Diary of Kristen Alice Evans (8&9)

I feel like shit. Why did I even think I could get a decent boyfriend? I saw Chase with another girl, some slutty cheerleader! Goddammit! I hate him! I want to fucking hate him! Then I went online and spoke to my dad who introduced me to my new 'mum' he has a girlfriend they've been going out for about 10 months! And she's moving in with us! I have no one in this fucking world anymore! I hate this fucking life!!! So I got out my Ben & Jerry's and put on the t-shirt that Chase left from last night. I then talked to the one person I never thought I would about this. Ginger. She's removed all the dye and bleach and stuff from her hair so it's now the natural deep brown/black colour it's meant to be. She also wears less make-up, it suits her (:

She told me that I should hear him out and that he obviously really loves me 'cause if he didn't then he would try and make 'the move' and he wouldn't be so depressed at the moment. Then she pointed out how they were only hugging and all that stuff. But it was the way he was hugging her! It was a long hug! You don't do that unless you're going out with a girl! I asked her what she means and apparently she's talking to us both right now. She's pretty smart (even though she never really acted it) and found his old school's website found his full name, then his Facebook and asked for his Skype. Apparently he misses me, and can't think of anything but me. She then laughed because his roommate said 'stop moping and knock on her god damned door'. That also made me giggle, but he hasn't knocked so presume he's ignoring him. Yah he loves me that much.

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It feels like two god damn day's have passed. It's barley been two hours, I haven't spoke to Chase, Anna's asked what's going on I just said 'nothing. It's fine' she knows I'm lying. Chase hasn't even attempted to talk to me, I might go to his room and talk, but I'm scared to. Ginger can't talk because she's updating her computer software, she found a way to hack any computer in under 2 minutes but her computer needs new software to do it. Fuck it. I'll hear him out at least. I'll do it after the game though, I have to cheer while he plays

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 Awwwwww! I have the sweetest boyfriend ever!!! The girl lied & said boyfriend was cheating on her with her best friend and he was just doing the right thing of talking to her and then she hugged him as a thank you so he hugged back. That was it, the girl lied though 'cause she fancies him and stuff. I'm gonna go sleep now, in Chase's arms again, but this time in his bed (:

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Hai people :D

So I hope you like them two entries also the song has not very much to do with this chapter. I'm just addicted to Taylor Swift at the moment and I found the piano version of 'Forever & Always' it's even sadder than the original version! I almost cried! D: and trust me that's saying something. Also I hope you like the slideshow!

Thanks To XxParamoreFanxX to giving me the idea for this chapter! :D