Chapter 21

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-Dealing With The Consequences-

These last few months have been great for me but it didn't last long enough for me to end with a broken heart, I still don't get it

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These last few months have been great for me but it didn't last long enough for me to end with a broken heart, I still don't get it. Why did it have to happen in this way?

My sadness and depression invade me again, I get out of bed to go to my desk to write something, I think that more than anything these words are directed to Chris.

"You more than anyone know that I loved you deeply, without you I will never be the same again...

I gave you my heart and you broke it...you only made me fall into a simple illusion full of lies and farces.

Let's follow our own way, I'm going to miss you, I'm not going to deny you but you decided in this way, it's better to say goodbye now"

When I finish writing that, I go back to bed to sleep, the hours go by and I change to go to school.

Arriving at school Zoey hugs me.

—How are you my friend?—says as if I were a girl who fell down of a bicycle

—Fine Zoey, thanks—I say trying to smile

—I still don't know how you're going to survive considering you have Chris just in front of you—says finally causing me to get even more frustrated

—If you don't know, either me but I won't pay attention to that—I say downplaying the situation 

—Just pretend that you're just classmates and that's all, you don't have to ignore him, don't show him how super depressed you are—says my friend supporting me in her own way.

—I am not—I flatly deny 

—Yes, of course, come on Sarah! I know you enough to know it's a lie—sometimes I forget that this girl is my best friend who literally knows everything about me, even when I'm lying she knows that.

—Okay, but now that's not important—I say heading to my place.

We sat down and Chris didn't assist class, better for me but I will not save myself everyday. I just hope they don't put us together in a team, as in Literature we will do a project, I don't want to be in the same team.

We went to the dining common of the school and I could see that Chris is in detention with other classmates, always getting into trouble, apparently he likes to be in detention.

I avoided smiling when he's around but fortunately, he didn't see me. I'm an idiot!  Despite what he did to me I show affection for him.

Classes end and when I go to the parking lot where my car is, a hand holds me by the shoulder.

—Sarah...—I turn around and meet with Chris, Damn it! And I thought I was lucky, anyway I'll have to talk to him.  Take it easy Sarah.

—Yes?—I finally answer getting out of my thoughts

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