Fade Rainbow's Stories

It's Over

𝕴𝖙'𝖘 𝕺𝖛𝖊𝖗

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"Lexus please! I'm begging you, don't leave me." I cried and kneeled on the ground.

"Bianca! Get up there, Kahit magmakaawa ka pa, Di na magbabago isip ko. Ayoko na, pagod na pagod na ako sayo." He said without any emotions.

"Lexus please! I can't, I can't live without you." I cried and still begging him.

"Bianca Stop it! It's over, if you are smart you forget that I exist." He said before leaving me without looking back.

That night was the worst night of my life, the guy that I love left me. But no I won't give up, I'm going to chase him, chase him until he realize that he still love me.

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I was here on our favorite place, waiting for Lexus to arrive. Habang wala pa siya, pinapanood ko muna ang mga bituin, nandito ako sa may mataas na parte ng bayan, kitang kita mo ung city light at talagang mare-relax ka.

I heared Lexus's car that arrived, kaya dali dali akong tumayo at sinalubong siya.

"Babyyyy!" Masigla kong salubong sa kanya at niyakap siya ng pagkahigpit.

"I miss you so much." Dagdag ko pa, kumawala siya sa yakap ko at lumayo.

"What now bianca? Wala akong oras makipag lokohan sayo." He said with a cold voice. Napayuko ako, Bianca kaya mo to! I looked at him with a smile.

"Happy 25th monthsarry baby." I said, I leaned on him and about to kiss him but

"This is bullshit, Bianca!" He madly said.
"How many times do I have to tell you to stop chasing me? Wala na tayo kaya you don't need to celebrate those fucking monthsarry." He said at tinulak ako.

"But Lexus, I love you, and I know you still love me too." I said controling my tears to fall down.

"Damn Bianca, I don't love you anymore so please stop this bullshit!" Bulyaw niya sakin at dali daling umalis.

Ako? Ito naiwang magisa at umiiyak. No di ako pwedeng sumuko, hindi pwede, di ko kayang wala siya.

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Dumaan ang ilang pang buwan, lagi akong gumagawa ng paraan para makita siya at magmakaawang bumalik sakin, Pero lahat ng effort at pag mamakaawa ko alam kong wala lang saysay pa para ipag patuloy. Maybe it's time to let him go and move on, kaya I decided to give up.

I text him to meet me on our favorite spot, same place, same time and same date nung araw na sinagot ko siya.

This time I finally say goodbye to him.

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*𝕷𝖊𝖝𝖚𝖘'𝖘 𝕻𝖔𝖛.*

I received a text from Bianca, saying that she will wait me on our favorite place, dahil may mahalaga daw siyang sasabihin sakin.

Maybe it's time to say sorry and asked for her forgiveness, Yeah! I mad a mistake, I hurt her so much, and now I realized that I still love her.

I'm so stupid for leaving the most precious diamond that I have before and let it broken, now I would do my best to fix those broken pieces of her that I made.

It's pass 7pm and I have 30 minutes to prepare, kaya dali dali akong umalis ng office at dumiretso sa isang flower shop to buy a bouquet of pink roses, it was her favorite.

Pass 8pm, I arrived on our favorite place. I saw her, she still beautiful.

"You arrived." She said with a sweet voice. I'm about to say something, but I'm already stuck on my place, when she tell me this bullshit.

"Lexus? It's over, I'm done begging for you love. Sorry, I have enough." She said, damn! I was rotted to the spot, unable to move.

"B-bianca."

"It's a goodbye, Lexus." She hug me before leaving our favorite place.

I wipe my tears, and I realized

"𝕴𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖊𝖓𝖉, 𝕴 𝖗𝖊𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖘 𝕴 𝖉𝖎𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖕 𝕴'𝖒 𝖆𝖋𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖊𝖈𝖎𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘 𝕴 𝖜𝖆𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖆𝖐𝖊."

And now the girl that love me the most already tired loving me.

End.
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𝕱𝖆𝖉𝖊 𝕽𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖇𝖔𝖜🖋️