Unwillingly With You

Chapter - 17

We reached home outside the gates but none of us got out as it was still raining heavily and we didn't had umbrellas.

"I'll just ask someone to bring the umbrellas." he said but I didn't want to be even for a second with him. So I opened the car door and got out. I could hear his yelling from me to stop and come back but I didn't. I kept walking.

I reached near the door and opened it but couldn't get inside as I was pulled back out of the door.

"What the fuck is wrong with you? Why you are hell bend stubborn?" He spoke loudly looking directly in my eyes.

"Stubborn ? That too me ?" I mockingly laughed at him as soon as he heard the words out of my mouth he gripped my upper arm more tightly.

"Leave me Jai. You have no fucking right to manhandle me !" I spoke loudly this time taking his name.

He lean down and was came dangerously near my ears "Don't you dare raise your voice at me." And with that he pushed me back. I stumbled alittle but got my balance.

"I hate you." I whispered looking up deadly in his eyes and got inside the house totally drenched in rain. I came into my room and threw the purse somewhere.

I closed the door and slid down taking my knees near my chest and putting my head down on them. Crying.

I cried out of pain in my heart which I was suffering not physically but mentally.

I never wanted anything like this...

I never wanted my mumma to leave me... but still she left me...

I never wanted to leave my own home... but still I had to...

I didn't wanted to come here to be a burden... but still here I am...

I didn't wanted to become a reason for anyone's insecurity about his own family... but still he was feeling it in that way...

Now he wants me to leave this place... and I have too...

Please god bring at least some peace in my life...

I prayed for something which I myself was scared of ...

'I had enough till now and if tomorrow it's going to be the same I don't want to open my eyes ever...'

'I don't want to live...'

.

.

.

I felt as if someone was knocking on my ear. Why I was hearing it crystal clear? I got up and adjusted my top and their it goes -

'aanchooo'....

'aanchoo'...

I shouldn't have fallen asleep in wet clothes aaannnd wait a minute. Did I just slept on the floor ?

I opened the door and there she was- Riya.

"Finally we meet after 2 days." She hugged me like her life was depended on it.

Ahhhh why this girl has to be this strong she hugged so tightly I can hear my bones getting crushed.

What's with this sibling hugging so tight and bringing the life out of me.

"Can't br-brreath !"

"Oops sorry by the way good morning." she laughed showing me her all teeths. She pushed me and got inside and lazily laid on the bed. She stretched her arms and legs and then suddenly she sat straight and stared at the bed strangely then around the room then at me and then again at the bed.