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She thought she was beautiful
She thought she was wonderful
I didn't like to think of her as better than me...
Better than me...
Who does? Who does?
But in her soul she thought I had a better heart than her.
She was Rapunzel and Sleeping Beauty
And Belle in a mini pink diamond decorated dress
And a life version of my dream future me
Naturally so much more lovely than I could ever be.
Would you be willing to forget everything I've done wrong
Would you be willing to forgive anything anything I did if I wrote you to this song
There's only one thing that makes me wanna kill myself
And that is being ignored by the people who seemed
to have wealth in their hearts.
Is there nothing I can do?
Nothing other than to go on being kind to you?
When you ignore me on purpose because
You don't even wanna bother to reply.
I wanna go into your arms
But I can't turn back 'cause it's raining and it's snowing outside
I wanna be touched by you
Like you think I'm someone lovely to feel, to see, to smell, to hear and to touch.
I wanna lay down in your soul
But still all I see is me in your eyes
And baby, oh baby, I wanna see you in your eyes
Your love for me and your strength of heart
from the Lord God.
I wanna lay down my body next to yours
On top of your skin and be one with your beating heart
Beating for me, beating with mine
I wanna lay down my clothes and open my soul
Up to you, for you, to be with you
Forever and always
In silence and in dark
In nighttime and also in daytime
To bloom and to fall
Like a petal and a leaf together
In harmony in the season
Beautiful without a reason.
'Cause it really hurts to know
That someone you hate because she's loved and pure and honest
And shining with a dew dropped covered petal crown not visible to the eye
Is a better person than you and more worthy of the love
Of your best ever friend and soul crush.
