Feels

Dear Self.

Dear Self.

To: Dear self,

I'm sorry.

I wish I could be just as confident as the other girls. Comfortable with my own skin and loving my own glow.

I wish I could have that self satisfactory feeling within me and falling in love with my own reflection.

I wish I could understand myself better and I apologize for every critic I made towards you. I wish we both could be bestfriend's but I can't help but to treat you like you're my own enemy.

I wish I could smile everytime I look in the mirror and love me regardless my appearance.

I wish I could stop fishing for compliments and approval while I'm the one who should be rewarding you and I with that.

I wish I didn't feel disgusted and uncomfortable in my own skin.

I wish I could have that empowered self love that would make me high to the sky. 

I wish I wasn't craving to be like the other girls. It's hard though. I want to be like them not just because of their magnificent appearance, but because of the love they portray for themselves.

I wish I wasn't so selfishly blinded, because I owe you every single pour of love.

I'm sorry for being so inconsiderate towards you. You deserve to be loved, and most of all, love needs to exist within you.

Love,
Me, Myself and I.

- Yandissa Tomo.