One More Day

That Day

-Katie's POV-
My best friend means the world to me and now that I think of it we've been through some tough times together. Her mom dying and her grandmother dying broke our Hearts because I was like the sister Taylor never had. Sam and her make me love sick...like why can't I have a cute relationship like that??? People tell me I'm beautiful all the time but how am I supposed to believe it when I don't have someone to tell me they love me? I know I'll find a guy sooner or later but I want my young in love stage right now. I want a boy who will take silly pictures with me, text me goodnight or good morning everyday, notice when I'm upset,definitely won't get clingy, won't lie to me, a boy that like long hugs and will hug me from behind. Is that too much to ask for? I see posts on Instagram that are like "relationship goals" and they have matching Jordan's or watches. I don't want that at all. The day that someone will write me letters to open is when I will know that he is the one and only for me. I want something that will last for infinity and I want us to be successful together. I want to be just like Taylor and Sam, that is my goal. They are crazy in love and I don't want to see him hurt her. But what he told me when I met him killed me on the spot. Like how am I Supposed to keep something like that from Taylor. That's like asking me to not put on makeup even when I get told I'm perfect without it. I still do it but not this one, I have to keep this one locked in forever. If Sam dies I WILL make sure that he is cremated and buried with Taylor because I respect him. When that day comes, me and Taylor will cry together just like that night her mother died and that day her grandmother died. She is my best friend and I will be there for her till the day she dies and then I guess I will cry by myself and not with her. Nobody could ever pull us apart and I don't want them to like get on my level. I remember that day that her mom died like it was yesterday. We came home from school and we saw her mom on the couch. I guess we thought she was asleep because her eyes were closed and she was just laying there. Taylor yelled out to her mom and she didn't even move. We walked over and gave her a push to try and wake her up. When she didn't wake up we freaked out and thought she was passed out. That was when Taylor called an ambulance and they arrived and checked her vitals and she was pronounced dead at 3:48 pm. They did an autopsy and it was decided that she had a brain aneurysm. Whats sad is she was only 32 at the time but this was 9 years ago. But she is up in heaven flying high with her momma and her dad. We miss her dearly and we love her sooo much. We love you Carol!!! Fly high with your angel wings.