Since you arrived

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*you have to listen to this song before you read this go to http://youtube/4L2-mtBnC48
-Taylor's POV-
I'm sitting in my car with Sam and a song that I'd never heard before came on. We looked at each other and we listened to the lyrics and it's about someone really close dying. I guess I got caught up in the song, because I started crying. Sam takes my hand and wraps it in his.
"It feels like she's been gone for a long time and I don't know what to do anymore without her. You have no idea how much I miss her."
" I do baby and you know I'll be right there if you want to talk or cry. I'll even go anywhere, anytime with you. You know that right?"
I nodded yes and I wiped my tears away.
"I don't want to see you cry anymore. They're in a better now and you couldn't do anything about it. I'm sorry that your mom didn't get to watch you grow up into the beautiful girl you are now. That she won't have the chance to see her baby girl walk across that stage and grab her diploma. That she won't be there, crying, when you leave off for college. To be there in the front row, when we get married. I'm so sorry she won't be able to help you with our first child. You couldn't do a thing about her death. You know I once read something that said, if you want the rainbow you have to deal with the rain. I understand what that means now that I have you. It means something tragic has to happen to you in order to be successful and look how you turned out. Smart, beautiful, athletic, and the best girlfriend in the world. I want to take you out after graduation and celebrate with you. For once you should not have to worry about pleasing anybody except yourself. I don't care that your sister doesn't like the way I am but God made me the way I am. Also I want to go ahead and tell you this.", sliding his sleeves up and showing me scars that I never noticed.
"Yea I did cut. Was it stupid now that I think of it? Kinda but if that was my rain and you're my rainbow, then so be it. Taylor Nicole Jones, I love you and I don't care who knows it. I would shout it from he tallest building in Atlanta and not care because I love you. If someone doesn't want us together then they should tell us but I want to spend forever with you. I want to go to prom with you and see you beautiful, In that white dress you wore to your cousins wedding. I love you in white but I would love you even more in a white wedding dress in a few years. I love you so much and I'm here for you.", he wants to get married.
" I would like nothing more than that, Sam McAllister."

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