3 hours. That's how long I waited. That's all it took, three hours.
He lay beside me with one arm draped over my body holding me close. I can feel his breath on my neck as he breathed in deep. And his scent, God his scent. It's like heaven it's sel...
Waking up I felt a strong pair of arms around me. Instantly the memories of last nights events came to mind. The touches, kisses, and force came to mind. Shit. How could I be stupid enough to fuck him on the first night? Granted he is the love of my life and the father of my children but after four years you'd think restraint would be a big part of my vocabulary.
I slowly pulled myself out from under him and began to search for my underwear. After finding them in the bathroom I walked into my room and shut the door. Sitting on my bed I raked my brain going over all the details form the previous night. Then it hit me. We didn't use a condom.
" Fuckkkkkk me bro" I said at the realization.
" Well I already did that" a voice said from behind me.
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Turing around I saw Vincent leaning against the bathroom door frame. His hair was in a bun on top of his head and he had his arms crossed over his chest. He walked over and sat next to me with our shoulders touching.
" Whats wrong Billie?" he asked while running his hand up and down my back.
I turned to him and looked in to those beautiful green eyes. God. How did I hurt this man? How could I abandon this man when all he ever did was make me feel loved, wanted, and adored? What the fuck was wrong with me?
" Billie?" he said snapping me back to reality.
"Oh sorry" I said with a start. " we forgot to use a condom, so now we can head to the store later after I get the kids ready for the day". " oh ok. Are you ok?" He said with a concerned voice.
" Yea I'm fine. It's just been four years since the last time I was with someone like that, ya know?" " Do you regret it?" " No not at all. I've just become an overly analytical person in recent years." " Do you need me to do anything?" " No I'm good. Thank you for caring though." I said with a smile.
I stood up and walked over to my closet. I had a lot of running around to do so I didn't want to pick anything uncomfortable. I settled on a crop top, shorts, and a pair of Adidas.
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I quickly showered and got ready for the day deciding to leave my hair in its natural state. I headed towards the kids room to get them ready. When I walked in they were still fast asleep with their heads buried in their blankets. I quietly entered their closet and choose their outfits. Mymy's outfit ( minus the head wrap)
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Olivers outfit ( minus the temporary tats)
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I walked over to Amaya's bed and began. To rub her back. " Baby it's time to get up." " argh. But I don't want to. I want to sleep allll day." " I know baby but we have to get you and your brother over to Nini's so that way mommy can do more birthday shopping." She rolled over with sleep in her eyes then stared at me for about 10 seconds. " fine. But only because you said shopping" " OK Miss thing" I laughed " wake your brother up and meet me downstairs for breakfast".
* Vincent* So. Last night definitely didn't go in the direction that I thought it would. I honestly thought that when she saw my face she would slam the door and make a run for it, which I'm glad she didn't but still I was surprised. I have kids. I only saw each of them briefly but they were so beautiful. It's like our genes mixed perfectly and created two little balls of perfection. I never thought that I'd be a good man let alone father but for them for my család( Family) I would try.
