The patience of the Universe

A midsummer's dream, Eda's POV-10

One minute I was saying „You are an asshole, Serkan Bolat, and I hate you!" and following him to the balcony to clink glasses and the next I was sitting on his lap and kissing him feverishly while my hands and mouth couldn't get enough of him. 

My hands were trying to cling myself to him while the world was spinning around me. I was digging my nails into his firm flesh feeling the heat he was radiating, not able to stop myself. His mouth and tongue was entwined with mine, moving soft and hard alternately, as if our lifes depended on drinking each other. In my pulling and pushing I heard from distance how the buttons of his shirt hit the floor and my hands could finally feel his skin. 

Pressing myself deeper into his lap I felt his erection evoking a sweet ache in my lower belly that was only easing when i was pressing myself harder into him, we had started moving our hips in a shared rhythm, I felt how his hands were pressing me deeper into him, holding me in position, my skirt around my waist, I was feeling the soft fabric of his pants against my naked inner thighs, his cool hands cupping my behind... and suddenly I became aware of what we were doing, how ready I was... as if I was waking  up from my trance, I stopped moving, felt how his hands let go of me, our mouths parting, our hot breath against each others face, my eyes met his and I jumped on my feet, run over and disappeared into my room.

The ache in my belly, between my thighs did not stop, the embarrassment could still not erase my need, I was feeling my pulse between my legs. Going up an down the room, I was one step from pulling open my door wide open to welcome him in, when I heard how the suit-door shut with a loud noise. He had left!

After a while, gaining back my breath I peaked carefully my nose through the door, yepp I was alone in the suit. He really had left while I was still in turmoil and was almost going to open my door back! Now the embarrassment started to burn my face, I had literally jumped him, it was all me, he rescued himself out, the second I let go of him.

I rang the concierge, ordered a taxi and booked the first flight out in the morning, hopped into the shower and left with wet hair within an half hour.

My heart was still racing as I sat at the airport, half wishing half fearing him running in... but he did not come, not a message or even an attempt to call me.

So I boarded onto the almost empty flight, obviously 5:45 was not a too favorited time to fly. Then I spend the flight wearing my brain out, trying to decide what to do now, our contract was still not fulfilled, would he let me go away, would he care that my embarrassment was killing me. He wouldn't, he is going to laugh at me, loosing my head at a slight sign of intimacy, oh God I coulnd't ever look into his eyes ever again! I should disappear I thought, I could change my name and go settle somewhere, hire as a teacher, even moving to Mardin looked not that bad suddenly. 

When I landed I saw that he had left a dozen messages, his voice in first in fear then even anger, in one voice message he was  scolding me for taking an overfilled tourist flight!? Fuu you Serkan Bolat, what is it your business!?!!  Was my claustrophobia really our biggest problem this morning?!

And in that moment, when I felt the anger rising in my chest, I had the first cool thought. It all meant nothing, obviously he was all in normal robot Serkan mood, scolding my reckless behavior and was not saying anything like we had to talk or something because there was nothing to talk. Two healthy people with healthy libido could have such a lapse, it was only physical! Yes that was what I was gonna say. Also I had remained the upper hand in waking up from it and running away, all was good. 

Okay, so no moving to the countryside and changing my name but staying and looking into his eyes and proceed as if nothing happened. Yepp that was the best plan, only if I had managed to stay in the hotel but come one putting some distance between us wasn't too emotional, but now I had to show really my cool, so off to the company and start my very normal workday! Business as usual.