SGS1: Kiss you

KY2

The day that ive been waiting for has finally come.

Well actually ive waited for a month before i finally had the courage to confess.
Inisip ko to ng husto, halus nga day and night i cant focus on my studies just because im calculating everything-
If this decision is a must or not.

All those days of abnormal sleep i still endup at this momment, when i could finally confess and let it all out for good.

Its actually stressing me out.

Because i tend to think so much before doing anything and this one thing is that thing.
Sh*t am i being abnormal na rin ba like Ae and Miya? Oh my.

This morning i did'nt tambay there at the gate like the usual but instead sa labas ng classroom nya ako dumeretsu.

Im palpitating na agad.
Malayo pa kaya sya?

O sh*t- my hands are sweating.

Nilabas ko agad ang tissue ko sa shoulder bag ko then mabilis pinunas sa aking palm.

Momments later i heard a loud noise and i think thats him.

I shake my hands to calm my self, this is prostrating, i hate it.

Then i saw him walking through a bunch of girl- fangirls screaming their lungs out.

I saw him frowning with his eyes cold.
Wow that's hot.
Well he must be pissed, but why?

Hindi nya siguro ako napansin kahit nakaharang na ako sa door ng room nya- tuloy tuloy lang syang pumasok without looking at my direction.
Maybe thinking about something.

No! he is getting inside!
He is getting away already!
My chance to confess is getting smaller and smaller every second i waste thinking about it!

Mabilis akong pumasok sa room nya and that get their attention- well not him. He was just setting on his chair quitely and reading his book.

" D-Dustan?"

I almost fainted. Flip i cant do this  anymore. Mukhang hindi nya pa ako narinig.

Babalik nalang ako ng room bahala na itong feelings ko.

Tatalikod na sana ako kasu pumasok bigla prof nila at nataranta ako kaya mabilis akong umupo sa bakanteng upuan sa tabi nya.

Naiinis siyang humarap sakin dahil sa kapangahasan ko.
Napapikit ako sa takot na baka mapagalitan ako.

All those months i want him to talk to me or me to talk to him, and the time has finally came and the first words he'll said to me are bad at paninirmon pa.

Okey i know its my fault-

" Kaira?" Said a baritone voice.

Mabilis akong napamulat at napatingin sa harap.
There saw a handsome man, Proffesor Revin Marco.

" What are you doing in my class?"
Lahat ay nakatingin na sa side ko while kuya Revin is looking at me with an accusing eyes and a hint of small smile.

I dont know what is he thinking.

" Oh... You are also sitting beside Mr. Vasques." He stated the obvious.
Kainis rin nitong lalaking to.

He knew! he knew that i have a crush on Dustan.Lance probably told him!
He is smiling teasingly.

Tumayo ako ng walang paligoy-ligoy at nag walk out.
Narinig ko pa ang mapang asar nitong tawa kahit nasa hallway na ako.
Pati ang mga bulungan ng klase ay maririnig pa kahit nasa hallway na ako.