•⊙The Sting Of An Arrow⊙• : trigger happy havoc X reader/oc

Tears that refuse to dry

(I was thinking about this at 3:00 am now I'm sad...still have mad respect for the pic)

As I drew the next arrow on my arm, my eyes started tearing up again, so I wiped them off and walked to my room, trying to act like nothing happened. Once I got back to the main floor I headed to my room. I pass by the place were I fell and dropped my note book...i was better off not knowing who did it. As I walk back to my room I think about everything that just happened...once I got to my door I pinched my arm, trying to wake up, but sadly this wasn't some dark video game, It was real life. And I knew I had to face it.

I open the door to my room, and take the necklace off "I don't wanna damage it..." I walk over to the desk and lay the lock necklace on it, and immediately when I took my hand off of it, I felt like screaming in sadness...but I didn't..."I have...to keep...my...composure" I start shaking as I say it out loud, I just take a deep sigh and sit down at the desk. I start writing on the notepad monokuma gave us...lucky for me there was 1 left over and I ended up getting it. I had been keeping track of my days here and writing things down, along with illustrations and drawing of course, so that when we get out, I can show it to everyone and tell them what happened. The other notebook was for writing notes down about...things like what happened today. Now usually my hand writing is pretty neat, but as I wrote it looked bad but fairly, I don't care... "day 4 in this absolute hell hole, ... three people were killed today, first sayaka, she was murdered in a bathroom by being stabbed, then junko, who tried to attack the awful bear even though its against school regulations, I tried to save her but Mondo pulled me back just in time, she was impaled...with dozens of spears... it was gruesome. Finally...Leon. He was the one who killed sayaka. When everyone finds out who killed who, they have to vote on who did it, and who ever is found guilty will be executed. Leon was found guilty...he also got so worked up that he tried to make me a target but failed. He took off his chain necklace and threw it at me, I caught it obviously...but then...a chain pulled him back onto a pole...and baseballs started shooting at him over and over at lightning fast speed, and finally when it was over, he layed there still strapped to the pole lifeless...I dont wanna say any more"

I get up, putting the 'journal' away. I sat on the edge of my bed. I take out the note book I had used today along with the pen and sat them on the bed next to me. I paused for a while, what if I had gone to sayaka instead of leon...mabey sayaka would still be alive... and so would leon. I possibly could have prevented two deaths, but didn't, because I was 'tired' as I snap out of thought and stare at my bathroom. I look over at the necklace. I look at the tattoos on my arm. I pick up the notebook quickly while turning to a new page, and I start drawing, I start drawing everything I had seen today. On the first page I had drew sayaka, who had been laying In the bathroom with a knife In her chest, as my eyes tear up. I draw junkos impaled body, with the dozen of spears coming out of her, the warm tears flow down my cheeks. And I drew Leon's bruised and bloody body, witch was the aftermath of his execution. I look through them while crying realizing they looked almost just like the actual things I saw just not as detailed. When I look at Leon's, my tears hit the paper, staining it. I put the book down on the night stand, and fall onto the bed, putting my face into the pillow and crying. I beg in my mind that this is all a bad dream, I think about what I could have done, I think about the fact that I'll never see them again.
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I ended up crying my self to sleep that night.

( sorry for the short chapter, I just thought it would be a good idea to show how you truly feel about the situation, you could say it's a filler chapter, but not really, but any I hoped you enjoyed reading this part. Oki bye ily)
~cyber-chan