As I sat back and wait for Kam to come I thought about my life.
I moved to Atlanta when I was 15 I remember the day I move I was so happy because I finally had a dad, a dad who loves me and would do anything for me.
I had 5 other siblings two sisters and three brothers and still to this day were super close.
I skipped a grade in high school which made me graduate early and on the weekends I would feed the homeless.
I would always volunteer at the children's hospital to get some experience with children since I want to be a pediatrician.
And then one day my life just changes. That one night change my whole life. I was 16 when that happened and I always had held it in. And it's been draining me.
But I'm sick of it draining me. I wanna get help, I wanna go back to being and happy and not faking it. I wanna be able to trust dudes.
I pick up my phone and look up some therapists. I called one of them and made an appointment for tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be the first step of me getting my happiness back.
I started to smile. I felt like I was on the right path to get my happiness back.
I heard the doorbell ring which made me get up and go answer it.
It was Kam.
"Hey pooh," I said as he walks into my house.
"Wassup with you, damn your house nice as hell," he said as he walks into my kitchen.
"Thanks do you want something to drink?" I ask
"Yeah let me get some water," he told me as he sat down.
I handed him the water as I sat down in one of my chairs.
"So what do you wanna talk about?"
"Oh I just want to see if you were good because Kane gets in his little moods where he doesn't like to talk," Kam told me as he sips his water
"Yeah I'm good," I told him knowing I was hurt that Kane did me like that.
"Kane has been through a lot when it comes to females so it's hard for him to trust,"
"Yeah he kinda told me that, but I would have appreciated it if he just texts me and said he wasn't in a good mood and he'll text me later," I told Kam
"Yeah I'm going to talk to him," Kam told me.
I and Kam talk for hours and it wasn't even about Kane it was about Kam. He really was a good dude and I had a friend for him.
"Hey, are you single?"
"Yeah, why?" He asks back
"Because I got this friend for you she's really smart and pretty," I told him as I took out my phone to show him a picture of her.
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