Shattered Reflections (One Direction FanFiction) COMPLETED

11- Worthless

April 16, 2012

Olivia POV 

After locking myself in my room, I heard 5 boys banging on my door. I just changed into a black crop top, which revealed my belly button, and PINK yoga pants.

I finally let the boys in, since they sounded like they might break my door down.

"Are you okay?"

"What happened?"

"Why are you crying?"

"What did Nialler do?"

"Is you okay?" 5 boys battered at me. This made me cry, again.

"Please! Stop! I'm alright! Just had... Some bad memories there." I say sitting on the floor, as do the boys.

"Would you like to explain the crying then?" Zayn asked with a bowl of Goldfish.

"I don’t want to worry you with my problems...." I say back, a tear escaping my eye and falling on my perfectly white, plush carpet.

"No, love. We would love to help. Good or bad, we're going to be together for a while." Harry said, softly making circles on my back, which was quite comforting.

"You can always trust us; we'll love you either way, Olivia." Liam said reassuringly.

"I know part of this was me, and I want you to know, I will help in any way possible Liv. If you'd let us." Niall said putting his hand mine, since we were sitting next to each other.

"So..? Livy? Do you trust us enough?" Louis asked. To be honest, it's not that I didn’t trust these guys, it’s that I don't know if they would treat me the same. But, the thing is, is that I feel as if I’ve known these boys for my whole entire life. Not just for two days.

"Its not that I don't trust you, it's that..." I started to say.

"It’s what?" Zayn exclaimed, without yelling. His voice of more, curiosity.

"It’s that you might not treat me the same." I say, trying to hold back the tears.

"We will never judge you! We will always know you as the girl who hates pop music, doesn't care for famous boys, and cares about the ones she loves." Niall says sweetly. The other boys nod, and I grow a small smile, take a deep breath in, and start my story.

"Well, it’s kind of a while back, but this is a big deal. So please no judging." I say.

"Okay, so take this back to '09. I think it was summer. This was Ninth grade, and everything was like perfect. Me and my best friend, Cara Rainer." I paused to look up at the boys who were really interested. "So, like you know in school there's you’re Preps, but there’s the Athletic Jocks group, which has like 5 people in it? Like the ultimate rulers of the school?" I ask as the boys 'uh-huh'ed me. And I went on.

"Well, that was Cara, Zach Laine, Blake and I. We were all the bestest of friends, the energetic, snobby kids." I pause, and continue.

"so, in the Summer of '09, before high school, one of my good friends, Zach Laine asked me out on a date." pause,

"So, we went out, and before school had even started, we were the new power couple. Everyone knew everything about us. It was ridiculous. And our relationship got more meaningful as we got through High School, until my mom had died due to Child Birth." I stop to make sure they were following, which they were.

"What?! I'm so sorry!" Liam exclaimed.

"It’s fine; it wasn't your fault, Liam. Anyways, I had to take care of Beth, while maintaining a perfect 4.0 GPA, and keeping up with sports, and still keeping a great relationship with my boyfriend." I say getting stronger, and no longer crying.