YOU&I

CHAPTER 11

Was she going to tell me something about what Minji said at the karaoke? Was she going to answer all the questions I had on my mind?

"Can I still sleep at your house? Are you sure it doesn't bother you?" she said while letting my arm.

"Of course you can, why would it bother me?" I said with a big smile, entering the elevator.

"I don't really know.. I was just asking."

"Are you sure you're not drunk or something like that?"

"I'm not drunk just because of few drinks, don't be worried."

"Then if you say so.."

While we were in the elevator, I was behind Sua and I could see her face looking down and then up.. many times. I wonder what is going on with her. The elevator stopped and we both went out to come in my house. I asked Sua if she was hungry or wanted to drink something and she asked if she could to the bathroom before eating. I told her it was ok for me so she went to the bathroom and I prepared some ramens to eat. I truned on the TV and put a drama. Sua went outside almost 10 minutes later, so we ate while watching TV on the sofa. We laughed together at how romantic the drama was. I hate when dramas are too romantic, and even more when I'm watching it with someone.

"I think it's too romantic for me, sorry but I gotta go take a shower.." I said while laughing

"I don't like it either so if you don't mind I will turn off this.. thing.. haha" said Sua while turning the TV off.

I went to the bathroom right after we finished eating. When I was on the bathroom, the questions came back to my mind again and again.. Should I wait to see if she tells me something or should I ask her first? I went in the shower and thought about that more and more.. even if I didn't want to think about it. I went out the shower and looked at myself in the mirror while thinking..

I should wait.. yeahh that's what I will do.. wait for her to talk about it first. Maybe she didn't keep a good memory of their relationship.. but how could you not keep a good memory when you date a pretty girl like Minji.. okay shut up.. that's not because someone is pretty inside that she is pretty outside too but.. that has nothing to do with Sua...

I went outside the bathroom and saw that Sua wasn't in the living room, I went to do the dishes but it was already done. I turn off the lights and went to my bedroom and saw Sua on her phone.

"Thanks for the dishes but I was about to do it." I said while entering the bed

"No problem, I didn't have anything to do anyway.." she said without looking at me, not even once

I was kind of disappointed so I took my phone too but Sua then turn hers off. I did too. Sua then asked me if it was okay for me to sleep with someone like her.

"What do you mean by 'someone like you' ?" I said while turning on her side

"I didn't mean anything.. anyway, I'm tired so.. good night, sleep well." she said while turning the lights off and turning on her side.

I turned off the lights on my side and turned to her side. Why didn't you continue to talk about that Sua? Are you afraid of me? Is she afraid that I will reject her because she dated Minji.. who is a girl? Well.. I should sleep.

I closed my eyes and felt Sua turning to my side. I could feel her breath against my face. I was scared to open my eyes and see her, maybe making eye-contact.. close to each other.

"Are you sleeping?"

I just opened my eyes without answering her question. We were really close so I backed away from her face. So she has a beautiful sleepy voice too.. She stood up so I looked at her. We then made eye-contact even though it was dark in the room and couldn't see each oteh well.

"I want to tell you something.. about what Minji said at the karaoke. I just feel like you have to know"

"It's okay if you don't want to talk about it.. I don't want to force you to tell me about that." I said while standing up and putting my hand on Sua's arm.

"If you have any quetsions, don't be afrais and ask them.. you're free to ask me anything about Minji and me.."

"Of course I do ! Did you really date Minji? What happened between you and her?? Did it end well or not???" of course I wanted to ask her all the questions I had on my mind.. but I just couldn't be like that with her. It's her role to tell me things naturally not mine to force her to tell me what I want to know.

Sua looked at me expecting me to say something but nothing came to my mouth I just couldn't say anything, so she started to tell me about her relationship with Minji.

"At first she was a good friend but then she told me she had feelings for me.. I did too but I wasn't ready for this at that time. We both decided to stay friends but then at a party we got close.. very close, and.. that's how we started to date.."

"Did it end bad or .. ?" I asked while getting closer to her and putting my arms around her shoulder.

"It had a good ending, don't worry it's not a sad story. It's just embarassing for me to tell you that right now.."

"Ahh okay, but you shouldn't be embarassed because of that. I'm a really open minded person, don't feel that way about things like that okay?"

She smiled and hugged me, I was surprised so I didn't move or say anything else. She then looked at me and laughed.

"Sorry, I felt like I needed a hug .. If that makes you emb.."

"No no no, it's okay.. I wasn't ready for this haha"

Sua then looked at my lips before looking at me in the eyes. It was a really 'strange' feeling suddenly. I felt like she could kiss me because of the way she looked at me but she looked away and told me she would rather sleep now because it was late and she was tired. We both then turn on our side, and fell asleep as soon as we close our eyes.