The Games we Play

Part 9

I didn't understand how it would work I couldn't marry both of them legally and not everyone understood the dynamics of our relationship. I should probably answer them instead of looking confused as fuck.
"But y'all should probably sit done so we can discuss this first. I can't legally marry both of you."
Lee: "You would marry Lucas legally and publicly. Hence me having a kid with you first."
"So when did y'all discuss all of this?"
Lucas: "about 6 months ago"
Lee: "we knew we had to come with everything figured out so there would be no issues. Wasn't expecting you to agree so fast to be with us cause your stubborn."
"I'm not stubborn, you just be getting on my nerves."
He always talking shit. Rolling my eyes I bit into the cheesecake. This whole damn shit was fire.
Lee: "so an answer would be nice like today."
"In that case I got a few hours before I gotta answer."
Lucas: "babe don't torture me like that. The sooner you answer the sooner we can get out of here and celebrate."
"For you I'll answer. Yes I will."
Lee: "THANK GOD!" Standing up he picks me up while Lucas grabs my bag and the car keys.
"What about my cheesecake and chocolate covered strawberries."
As we reached the door our server is standing there with a bag.
Lucas: "got it!"

Rushing to my house we got straight to work. Lucas decided he would wear a condom still were as Lee wouldn't. Until I got pregnant.
We decided to plan the "wedding for 2 months after I'm done since it would only be about 15-20 people. Only a hand full of people knew about our trio and I didn't really have anyone but my dad and pac so besides them and Keisha it would mostly be the boys family well Lucas family because lees family was into some shady shit so only his parents would come to keep a low profile. Lucas on the other was giving full speeches on why his whole Italian family couldn't come.

Things were going great yet spiraling all at the same time. I was getting threats, I mean ones that were stating to keep me up at night. Some girl told me I was a hoe and had slept with her boyfriend, so she was going to cut my heart out so I can see how it feels to be heartbroken. Although I may have slept with him I don't ask enough questions to know if someone was taken or not. Other people were saying that I let a few guys in the industry run a train on me and they had a sex tape that they were going to release and that's why I was retiring. That wasn't true at all, I mean I know I was a hoe and I got around but they only people I fucked at once was Lee and Lucas and I've Damn sure never been recorded. But those weren't the worst no those were the nicer ones the worst was this guy. I knew it was a spam account but his Instagram was your_worstnightmare666 him I hated. He was gruesome he left me in tears from fear and I couldn't even tell anyone what was happening. He had threatened to rape me and he talked about hurting the guys. At one point he even told me he was going to record himself raping, sodomizing and torturing me so that he could send it to everybody I loved and then going live so the world could watch me die. I was a fucked up person but did I deserve that? I knew he was watching me he'd message me randomly with pictures of me. He wanted me to know he was coming and it scared the shit out of me. I don't know what to do anymore and it was killing me. I wanted to spend every moment with the guys but at the same time I was afraid despite them being trained for this I was scared that I would lose one of them from them trying to protect me.

Today he was at an all time high with his messages. I was sitting at the island in the kitchen waiting for Lucas to come back with some at home pregnancy tests and Lee was upstairs in the shower.
Ywnm: I'll kill the Asian one first he seems like more of a challenge? Or should I get rid of the other one, save the fun one for last?
Ywnm: maybe that "brother" of yours?
Ywnm: answer me you self centered bitch!!! You can always meet me and no one else would have to get hurt. But you of course 🤤
Lee: Hey you good?
Jumping I hop up. Fuck he scared me
"Yeah um I'm going to go soak in the tub to relax. I'm just nervous. Can you bring up the bag will Lucas comes back."
Lee: Yeah I'll bring you up some snacks too you look exhausted.
I mumbled out a thanks as I ran upstairs. Making sure everything was locked closed and sealed along the way.
Submerging into the tub I turned the jets on. I just to relax so I can think clearly. Lying back I felt myself start to drink off to sleep.
Feeling myself being shaken I jump up
Lee: Hey it's just me, go ahead take this and then come on down I made you something to eat.
Nodding he helps me up and hands me the test before walking out. 
Peeing on the stick I start to think what if I am pregnant, this would be the worse time. If I am I'll tell one of the guys what's going on if I'm not then I'll act like this isn't happening.
Looking done I read the test
+pregnant
Nooo why now, this isn't supposed to be happening this way. Throwing on sweats and one of Lucas shirts I head downstairs.
Lucas: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!?
Looking up I see Lee telling Lucas to calm down.
Lee: what did the results say?
"Positive, why are you so angry" that makes this a little difficult I hear Lee mumble. Are they breaking up with me? Why is Lucas so mad?
Lee: You left your phone downstairs and it kept going off we thought it was one of your interns or something about your final campaign but it was threats. How long has it been going on? Where you even going to tell us?
"Since I announced I was done I've gotten a few things here and there he's the worst one and only one that sends multiple messages everyday. He scares me the most so I wanted to keep it to myself because I don't know why really. But saying it makes it real. If I was pregnant then I was going to come clean if I wasn't then I was going to keep it in."
Lucas: unlock your phone. I need to see what else this sick bastard sent you.
Grabbing my phone I see the messages they saw
Ywnm: I wonder if you bruise easy
Ywnm: can't wait to beat you black and blue. And watch you cry as I slam into you.
Ywnm: I can just picture my hands wrapped around that beautiful neck of yours.
Ywnm: did you decide who you want to die first or are you just going to cum to daddy?

I felt sick. He was getting worse. Throwing my phone towards the guys I ran to the bathroom to throw up.