Surprise! {KageyamaxReader}

Confrontation

AUTHORS NOTE: I know this is an extremely short and halfassed chapter AND I haven't updated in like a month. IM SO SORRY MY LOVES. I've been soooo busy with school and work and all that stuff and I haven't been able to write. Im gonna try to at least upload 1 chapter a week (hopefully on weekends). But if I don't just bare with me guys. I really want to keep you guys updated but its really hard to juggle all of these things all at the same time. 

My alarm had woken me up at 6 in the morning and I was extremely tired. I walked to the bathroom to find my neck and chest covered in hickeys which left me shocked. I took one long look at myself and broke down in tears realizing what I had just done. This is not what I wanted. Not at all. How was I supposed to face Kageyama like this? I was so disappointed in myself for doing what I did last night. I still love and want to be with Tobio. Fuck I can't believe I had done that. 

I got dressed and went downstairs to make myself a coffee.  Thankfully it was winter time so I would be able to cover myself up. Asahi had come downstairs to which I didn't notice until he hugged me from the back. My face was red from anger. I wasn't mad at him, only at myself. I was the one who let this happen. 

"Let me see your neck Asahi," I said turning his chin so I could see the mess I had made. "Okay, it's not as bad as mine so you're good," I said as I left the kitchen, making my way towards my bag to make sure I have everything. "Hurry up, we need to leave soon." He could tell from my broke voice that I was angry and upset. He's not to blame though, I was the one who brought this on to myself. 

Our walk to school was very awkward and very silent. You could spot a mile away that something was not right between us and I was worried one of the boys would notice. Once we got to school, I was glad everyone was tired, or else they would've been talking and asking too many questions. The first person I was to notice was Kageyama, you could tell that he barely got any sleep from the dark circles around his eyes. I walked up to him which caught everyone's attention, especially Asahi's. As Kageyama lifted his head up and saw me staring right at him, he was left speechless, not knowing if he should say something or if  I was going to say something. 

Kageyama's Pov:

What (Y/N)  said to me next kind of threw me off guard... "I- uhh. What?"

"I said can I sit next to you on the bus ride there?" I could feel everyone staring at me as if they were waiting for me to answer. This made my face turn red from embarrassment. 

"Yeah sure. I mean if you want... But obviously you want to since you asked me... Right?" I was so nervous to talk to (y/n), it was as if we were starting this relationship all over again. 

The bus ride was awfully quiet. You can tell everyone was confused on what had just happened. I mean I'm glad (y/n)'s talking to me again, but what happened? 

"Hey... I wanted to say I'm sorry..." I said looking down.

"It's okay, I was frustrated and angry. But that doesnt mean im still not upset with you. I'm even still upset with myself." She said. Wait, upset with herself? Why?

"You did nothing wrong why would you feel upset?" I said, but that led to (y/n) uncontrollobly crying into her legs. 

"Oi, are you okay? What's wrong? Did I say something" she didn't answer so I gave her time and was patient. 

"Im sorry." she cried making everyone in the bus notice as they start questioning what I did wrong again. 

(y/n)'s Pov:

" He didn't do anything wrong. So just sit back down and don't worry about it." I said making everyone instantly go back to their seats. As my tired eyes were wandering around the bus, I made eye contact with Asahi, and he knew my instant regret of hooking up with him last night. He then mouthed the words "I'm sorry too." and turn around which led me to start crying even more. Had I really just lost my boyfriend and best friend all at once.