We had finally arrived at where the training camp was held and Karasuno was the last one to arrive considering we were the farthest from the location. If you were to look at me you'd think I was drugged by looking at my bloodshot eyes. I really wish that I hadn't put myself in a situation like this... I was planning on talking to Tobio at night after we had dinner, but I feel too nervous and ashamed to even talk to him. The games actually were way better than the last time too, and it kinda made me happy that they were able to beat the other schools. The boys had much more spirit in than last time so you could tell they were trying even harder.
Timeskip to Dinner
For some reason, it was so warm in this building, but I couldn't risk taking off my sweater, it would turn into an absolute mess if anyone was to see the massacre on my neck.
Wait. What if someone noticed Asahi's neck? Fuck. Just don't overthink it. Dinner was about to be served and I was really nervous and felt sick. I don't know what to say to Kageyama and have no idea what to expect from him. Because of all this stress, I didn't eat much and Hinata noticed.
"(y/n)chan you really should eat. You don't want to faint like how you did yesterday you know" Hinata said to me, caring as always.
"Yea I know I..." said tiredly tying my hair away from my face. "I just have too much on my mind right now to have an appetite to eat," I said while my hands were in my face. Tears began to form and I really didn't want to be crying, especially when EVERYONE was in the room.
"Hey (y/n) chan," Hinata asked
"Yea"
"What's on your neck? Did you hurt yourself? That looks really bad and it looks like it hurts a lot."
My entire body was frozen at the moment, not knowing who might have heard or who might have seen my neck.
"(y/n)??????" Hinata said again shaking my shoulder with no response from me. "(y/n) are you okay? I think somethings, wrong guys."
Little do they know that my anxiety has put me in a frozen state. Something only Asahi and Kageyama know. That was the moment I fucked up everything. Actually the moment I fucked up was letting Asahi get into my pants.
"(y/n)?" His voice. I heard his voice, but I was too ashamed to look up.
"Who did that." He asked but once again I remained silent. He came over around my back, standing right behind me. Leaning down, Kageyama went beside my ear and whispered "It's okay, lets just go outside and talk about it.
As we walked outside, I couldn't even look up knowing how bad of a situation I was in. How bad of a situation I put myself into. The silence and tension was unbearable and I truly didnt know when or who was going to break it. We have been walking for around a minute now and no one has spoken a word.
"Tobio I'm sorry." I said, deciding to break the everlasting silence between us.
"It's okay (Y/n). You don't have to talk now, just lets walk so you can calm down" he said with a tender voice. And that's where I broke down in tears. I fell to the ground sobbing.
"How could I stay calm in a situation like this?" I exclaimed as tears fell down my eyes, finally making contact with the dark blue eyes of his. Kageyama then made his hand towards my neck, gently pulling down on the collar of my shirt to see what he had left behind.
"Even I haven't left marks that bad on you before." I chuckled in this bitter moment.
"Oh now what? Youre going to making jokes of what I did now?" I angrily said.
"(y/n)." He said with a sigh. "what do you want me to do? Do you want me to yell at you? Do you want me to go start a fight with Azumane-san?"
I stared at him with a blank face.
"You don't have to talk today. But just let me explain what happened." I nodded silently and allowed him to say what truly happened.
Hearing the real story made me realize how terrible of a person I am.
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Sorry for the short chapter:( I really just wanted to get the story going for you guys. Im taking my finals right now so let this week pass and then ill be writing a lot in the next week! Thank you all so much for your support and I hope you all have enjoyed the story so far<3
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