As long as you love me

I love you , But I don't want to

2nd year starts in a day! Its an opening for newcomers. 3 students had a new entry and I didn't know that Ria brought her cousin with her!

He joined our college in the ECE department!

We had 2 girls and guy new! His name is Surya! He was nice at least at first! He always surrounded himself with girls! Trying to prove himself funny with his stupid shit-ass jokes. He even got Ria laughing twice! He's a perfect jerk-ward to boys!

But apart from that second year feels cool! we were seniors now! I even ran for the student's committee chairman!

On the other side the new girls, Geetha! carried a bunch of rumors with her for being kicked out for having a boyfriend or whatever, from her previous college!

Still, she looked hot! "Hot girls and rumors are inseparable"!

Ria and me we both came to a conclusion that whatever that's going on between us. Usually, Ria comes home to study! Today I visited her home!

Abishek her cousin was standing at the door!

Who are you? you're the CS department "hero-shit", right? Heard a lot about you. Abishek stopped me.

He is with me! Ria said!

Oh! your mom is busy kid! Mrs. Mansingh showed up!

Nice to see you Mrs.Mansingh! I greeted!

Mom! we're studying together today? Ria said.

Mrs. Mansingh seemed nice!

We did one assignment together and some talking!

I was about to leave and Abishek stopped me again.

You're Mrs. Radhika's son, right?

Yes! I nodded!

You know who we are?

If I ever see you around Ria you are a dead man he said grabbing my collar!

Did he just say that? Shoaib asked me the next day.

Yeah! man! I think I'm gonna take a gap I said!

Yeah! you should Rahul! Shoaib touched my shoulder.

I started working on my paper presentation at different colleges! Ria never found me at home when she visited!

We talked less at college and I regret leaving that gap!

Just a month to end of the second year!

I was there for the revision exams! My eyes searched Ria!

She was in the last row next to that douchebag Suriya!

I was already late, so I had no time to talk to her. There was a constant murmuring from behind!

I saw Ria laughing! I couldn't concentrate on anything! I even started sketching puppets in my Data structures answer sheet!

Being with Ria was a constant feeling of insecurity!I was just an average looking guy with strange hair and a patch of beard on my chin!But Ria found me cute! she loved me! It is a little stupid to be possessive to someone who makes it pretty obvious that you're her first priority every time! In fact, though she was talking to Suriya, her eyes were at me at regular intervals

Mr. Rahul, the Data structure professor called my name and distributed my Test papers!

for the first time, I got a zero!

The whole class was talking about me!

Ria rolled up small paper balls and threw it on me,trying to talk! But I was really angry! I didn't even look at her! I know I was overreacting, But screwing up my revision exam andSuriya's voice from behind totally pissed me off.