Tom Hiddleston Imagines ✔

Conrad (Her pt.2 )

Yes! I am not dead😂 i am so godamn done with life ughhh but anyways.
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3rd person's POV:
3rd of december. The day your fiancé proposed to you. It seems like yesterday yet the day was long forgotten.

He stopped talking to you ever since he got back from that cursed island. You thought it was just trauma and PTSD but, oh, were you wrong.

It was a woman. A bloody woman that was clearly out of the charts.

Blonde hair, dazzling eyes, perfect body. What more could he want?

You understood. It all made sense. That day. He explained it to you. That day that seemed like it had ended you.

"James"you called out to him

He hummed in response.

"What happened to us?"you asked, sadness laced your words.

"What do you mean?"he asked

"You never say you love me anymore. You don't have that warmth. What....what did I do? Was it me?"you ask, hoping he wouldn't answer the answer you're looking for.

He sighed. "No....it's not you....it's..."he sighed again

"I can't lie anymore y/n"he stands up and went to you.

He looked into your eyes with his own. Those emerald  eyes that turned hazel when it hit the sun. The eyes you loved but the eyes that will also leave you broken.

"W-what do you mean? James?"you ask nervously.

"Back when we were at the island. I-I....I met this woman....she..."he sighed and you smiled bitterly as he looked down, unable to look at you anymore.

"James....look at me...."you cup his cheeks and made him look.

"It's...o-okay...you can c-continue"your voice cracked and tears came in your eyes.

He looked so guilty that it made you almost kiss him. But you know his heart wouldn't allow him to kiss you back. So you saved yourself from what more could happen.

"She...smiled....that was all it took. She smiled and my...my world instantly birghtened....I-I'm so sorry..."he sobbed in your arms, his head leaned in your touch.

You smiled sadly and just soothed him, massaging his head. "I-I can'y do it anymore y/n....I'm so sorry....I know that you don't deserve someone like me-"

"Sshhh.....just....let's just stay like this for...one last time....p-please"your voice cracked as you looked at his tear stained face.

He sobbed and took you in his embrace, apologizing several times.

"J-james.....you know that I can't control your heart right? What you feel? I don't have control over that..."you manage to say.

He nodded through tears. His heart was breaking right then and there. Seeing you, his rock, his soulmate, and his best friend, crying. All because of him

"So....here's what we're gonna d-do.....w-we'll....c-cancel the engagement...I'll handle mom and dad and then....you..."you sobbed, unable to believe that you were saying these things to the man that once promised you the world.

"Y-you'll introduce me to her okay? Atleast...atleast....I'll see what I have to do next time..."you smiled at him. He was sobbing still, his eyes were already red and his cheeks flushed.

How can he manage to still look good while absolutely being vulnerable? You bet that you looked like trash.

"Okay?"you ask and he nodded

"But...let's spend this night together. One. Last. Time"he said and you nodded, tears silently rolled down your cheeks.

He smiled and stood up and picked you up bridal style. You leaned your head against his chest.

He laid you down and cuddled next to you, taking your head in his chest while he was breathing hard from the crying.

You looked up at him and smiled as you wiped off his tears and kissed his cheek.

"I love you"you whispered

He was caught off guard.

"I-I"

"No need to say it back love.....just...hold me"you went back to his chest. Focusing on his breathing till you fell asleep.

Step 1. Accept the truth

He finished introducing you to her. Weaver. God you felt horrible.

He was driving you to your parents' house. Silence covered the car.

"Take care of her..."you say

He looked at you and smiled sadly as he nodded. He halted to a stop.

"Do me a favor...conrad"you gulped.

Step 2: Go back to first name basis

He looked at you. "Y-yes?"he asked

"Leave me....for good."you smiled at him. His eyes widen.

Step 3: Drop the bomb

"Thank you for all the years. And for you being the best fiancé I could ever have"you continued he was about to approach you but you took a step away and with shaking hands, you removed the ring.

Step 4: Send your regards and leave

"I loved you. I love you. I will love you."you smiled and hugged him as he stood there, stone still and you placed the ring in his palm as you walk away.

From him. From the hours you spent cuddling on the couch. From the days of sickness that you will cherish. From that time of the month where he had to be patient. And for the last year you had.

"Goodbye conrad"you smiled and entered your house.

Step 5: Say goodbye.