Tom Hiddleston Imagines ✔

James Nicholls (Fight)

3rd person's POV:
Here you two were at again. Fighting. Shouting. Yelling. Accusing. Pointing at everything he does. Saying your flaws out loud.

This time you can't even remember the cause of your arguments. Was it you? Was it him? You didn't know.
Too much angst and sweat was in between you two that you haven't even what time it was.

"You never allow me to go anywhere!!"he yells

"That's because you aren't around to ask for any permission anymore! You just go and leave me all alone james!"you yell back, getting red.

"Oh so now it's my fault?! I always have to tell you wherever I go! Can't I have some privacy?!"he asks

"Privacy?! Is kissing another girl what you call privacy?!"you ask

"This again?! I was drunk!"he reasons with you

"I can't believe you..."you say and shake your head, your tears brimming in your eyes

"What do you want me to say then!? That I kissed her on purpose?! Then fine maybe I did! Happy now?!"he asks

"You ask me to be here when there are many women out there not having anyone and you complain about me not being with you all the damn time?!"he asks and you hold back your tears, biting your bottom lip.

"You're so petty! It's like when I'm not here you fall apart! What do you want me to do?!"he asks and holds your shoulders to make you look at him

He was red with anger and you were already defeated the moment he yelled. And this? This was a mask. You were really broken inside. You just wanted some alone time with him and yet that simple wish seemed as if it was millions and trillions away from your reach at this point

You wanted to tell him that you needed him. Especially since you were carrying his child.

You wanted to tell him that but it seems that you weren't going to be able to.

"What will it take for you to stop acting like my mother and stop being so bossy and clingy!?"he asks

Your lips quivered and a lone tear sheds down your once blossoming cheeks, now pale and a tad bit red from all the yelling

"It feels like a burden to be with someone as needy as you. No wonder he left you"he says and that was what it took for you.

A tear was soon followed by another and you push yourself out of his hold.

"I don't need you! If you felt like that then you shouldn't have trailed me along! YOU SHOULD HAVE LEFT WHEN YOU HAD THE CHANCE."you say and he stops to look at you.

His heart cracks. He hadn't meant to say it but he did. He wanted to hold you but you took a step back, now just 2 steps away from walking out of the door of your so called home, 2 steps away from walking out of your husband's life.

"I know! I know I'm petty! I know I'm annoying and clingy! And I know that was why everyone keeps on leaving. Because to be honest with you nicholls?"you ask him and he looks at you with his emerald eyes, almost going to hug him but you stopped.

"Even I would leave me. So thank you. Goodbye and I'm sorry"you add and left.

Now you did it. His worst fear came true.

He slowly sat down, defeated. He felt like his soul left his body. His world was now broken. And he couldn't believe he caused it to break.

Now he had to deal with the fact that the love of his life, the one he promised to build a whole world with, the one carrying his child, which in this case he was clueless about, leave him.

He had promised to never hurt you, in any way, to cherish you the way a queen is supposed to be cherished.

And you in return, promised to be there when he was hurting, to comfort him, hug and kiss the problems away.

But now, he didn't have anyone to hug him and kiss the pain away.

And in this moment, even a blind man could see his eyes, left with no colour. Because you took it with you, not knowing he still has your heart with him