I don't miss you.
I just miss those nights, that time in our life where decisions didn't seem so permanent.It was a too dark for me to understand my surroundings someone was dragging me from my arm and I am half unconscious and that man threw me near an old wooden table and I can barely understand anything collecting all my strength I decided to a look at his face.
It was really dark and I could only see was a bracelet.
I woke up with a jolt and I don't know why my brain is just working on that bracelet I know I have seen it somewhere.
I quickly gulped some water and looked around to only understand that thank God it was dream.
I have to dial Arav and tell him about all the shit which is running in my mind.
Collecting myself, I quickly took my phone and then I dialled him. It was my 17th call to him today and it is 3.27am at least now he should understand that this must be important.
And it was unanswered again. I don't know where the hell this man is.
My phone started ringing and finally it was Arav's call.
"Hello, is everything okay?" was his first concern and where he was from past couple of days. 'Asshole' I murmured and rolled my eyes.
"Yeah somewhat yes everything is good. I need to umm" taking a pause I said "Can we meet Arav? It's important"
"Now?" he asked.
After a little here and there, we decided to meet at 6am. I will leave saying that I am going for a morning walk. Of course I need to have a solid reason to leave my house this early or else mom will kill me.
I saw his car approaching me at exact 6. He looks tired as if he isn't sleeping well or maybe not eating healthy.
I gave him a cheeky smile. He passed me one as well.
He asked, "How are you? You seem a little disturb?" I smiled and nodded.
His eyes were on the road but I can feel that he is gazing at me from the corner of his eyes.
And in hardly 5 minutes we stopped at a nearby beach and we got down.
The cool breeze hitting my face and everything seem so peaceful here damn everything is so calm and composed now just he being around make me feel so nice.
We walked a little towards the beach and I started "I am getting some nightmares after that incident. I kept calling you to tell you that I have a clue I know who that person is?"
His questioning eyes quickly met mine and I nodded. "He was wearing a bracelet in his hand and I have seen that bracelet somewhere but I don't know why I don't remember."
He wasn't looking in my eyes but I was reading his facial features.
"I want you to stay away from this entire thing baby doll" this word hit a different string in my body. Focus Rhea Focus.
My questioning eyes met his concerning eyes. His hands cupped my face and I saw tears in his eyes.
"There is a lot what I have done to you nothing more now. I want you to be happy with Abhi. I don't want to cause any trouble to you both." I can hear my stomach crunching in a different way and my heart pouncing and I swear my heart will come in my mouth now.
'Control yourself' my conscious was constantly shouting.
"That day, trust me a piece of me died when you lost your senses and you were bleeding. I cannot tell you how I felt"
A tear rolled down his eye.
Am I melting? And I don't know from where my eyes started pouring too.
"I always knew that I love you a lot but that day I cannot express how it felt. I was there every night when you slept I kept looking at you."
I wiped his tears and quickly he composed himself and his fingers were not there on my face anymore but I wanted more. I want him to hold me. Embrace me tightly and let me be there for at least an hour there is so much pain in my heart and his too I can feel so.
I want him to pour it all and I want him to listen all those things I felt when we broke up and then it hit me hard. Why we broke up?
And the 'oh so lost aggression is back'
I quickly composed myself and said "I am not doing it for you Mr. Agnihotri. I am doing it for myself and this is my job to find the culprit."
I can feel that he is composing himself too.
"Okay if that is the case? I don't want your firm to come and work with us" as soon as he finished. I swear my eyes almost popped out.
"You cannot do that. No way, my promotion is at stake."
"Okay, you did all this for your promotion. Really?" he asked I nodded.
Assume the fuck you want to assume, I don't care. I know that the person will again try to harm you and only I know the clue to catch him.
I rolled my eyes and said, "What you thought? I am doing it for you." I made a face and said "Let's work on the point that we have a clue and we have to catch the person who is doing this fraud rather than thinking why am I working on this"
Why I feel that he knew I am lying.
He dropped me home and I reached home.
My thoughts kept interrupting me all the while.
His face and those eyes, the love and care that I could feel, I know he is guilty for everything.
I know I promised myself that I will move on. But can I not skip that part and just be with him?
Sometimes, I wonder it is really sorted I want Arav then why am I marrying Abhi?
Okay I will not accept Arav but being with someone half-heartedly is not right.
Now this marrying Abhi part looks so permanent that it scares me.
Arav's one touch or one look makes me feel so much. I don't feel the same about Abhi.
Will I ever feel that way about Abhi?
And somewhere taking a break from Arav's thoughts I kept shortlisting people who could be the attacker and all the time, I feel there is a connection between Prithvi and the attacker.
Now, when I know he is my half-brother doubting him or telling Arav about this is not right because he might feel that I have grudges against him and that is why I am saying this.
Oh fuck whosoever you are darling, trust me one more time you try to harm my Arav I will literally chop your balls and feed them to my dog.
From where is this 'my Arav' coming from
And I kept wondering about what the fuck these stupid emotions are doing to me...
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