the luck of the tiger( Dis Continued)

part 14 - rage and lakes

Aoi remains on the sofa, trying to keep herself together, her blazer and armband thrown onto the floor, left to get discarded.

What the fuck is up!? Why am I suspended!? I just dodged a bullet and now I'm thrown to the curb!? Aoi grumbles undecipherable words as shiromi lingers around, lost in her own world.

Aoi cracks her hands and slams her hand into the glass table in front of her, smashing it to pieces, her eye twitching from rage. The glass flies everywhere, yet not disturbing shiromi, as she stares at the staircase, the concept of reality gone from her mind.

What am I meant to do now!? Fucking watch people die around me, like what some weak pathetic idoit!? I know I'm already pathetic I don't need megs telling me this!

"What did the table ever do too you?" Shiromi asks, snapping out of her trance as if she was never in one. Aoi glances over and stands up, ignoring the shards of glass in her fist.

"Being edgy again dragon Chan. Go and sort your ego out as well." Shiromi says, making aoi pause, taking the glass out as if it's nothing.

"Since when did I have a ego miss confident bitch." Aoi spits, even more pissed than before. Shiromi knows she's hit something, but carries on anyway.

"Since you got touchy that you lose a fight. Was that megs thing? Say to be pissed if you lost a fight? Because if I recall, you lost one with her as well." Shiromi smirks, grinning, watching aois emotions carefully, as they mould her face into hate and shock.

"Do you even know what privacy is asshole? Apparently not. How fucking pathetic, an idoit on their deathbed won't hurry up and die. Guess what shitromi. Nobody fucking cares about you." Aoi says, walking up to shiromi, Obviously towering over her.

"Aw gee thanks dragon Chan but you don't need to lie to me." Shiromi grins, but aoi doesn't move.

Instead she grabs shiromis scarf, yanking it off and grabbing her jaw.

"No. Listen carefully. Nobody fucking cares. Why would they care about a mistake who's confidence is gonna get her killed? Those scars say enough dipshit. Your mouth got you stabbed. How pathetic, you don't even learn from mistakes do you? I did. And look at me. I'm disabled, protecting something I care about. You, you can't even feel sadness unless your in pain." Aoi spits, throwing shiromi against a wall as if she's nothing.

"Don't say I'm the one with a ego. I lost that years ago. I lost that when I lost hope." Aoi adds, tossing the scarf back. "Next time choke for all I care. At least it's not a mess I'll deal with." Aoi finishes, walking away into the garden out the back.

Shiromi pauses. Taken aback. She picks up the scarf, and fiddles with it, faint stains of blood linger on it, from where it didn't come out.

Heh, my confidence is gonna kill me? Well. What a shame.

She staggers back up, leaning against the wall, her chest burning up again from pain, the same drowning sensation starts again, as the world faulters for a second.

"Well damn it's got quite a kick hasn't it?" She mumbles the weakness in her legs making her stack it against, slumped against the wall.

"Heh, oh well."

......

Aoi slams the door open, and breathes in, needing the open air, before she breaks more than the furniture. Flexing her hands she tenses at the slight pain.

Fucking asshole needs to learn how to shut the fuck up. Thinking she can insult me daily, she's lucky I won't break that jaw of hers. Megami however, shes got some explanation coming. Fucking kicking me off instead of ayano!? She fucking lost it? Or maybe my fucking due date with her is done.