scorbus // tell me you love me

chapter 1- quidditch is for hot shower makeouts

"Did you really just call practice off early just so that you could make out with me?" Scorpius asked, pulling his muddy Quidditch robes over his head.

"Would you be mad if I said yes?" Albus replied, breaking into a laugh. The changing rooms were empty, the rest of the team already gone back up to the castle. The two sat half undressed on the cold bench, Scorpius looking at Albus in mock disbelief.

"I can't believe you're breaking the rules in front of a prefect! You know I have no choice but to turn you in."

"Didn't know you were such a stickler for the rules Malfoy, hats off to you",  he sarcastically bowed, then leaned into Scorpius and whispered into his ear, "would I earn points if I did this?" He licked and bit his ear, sending shivers down Scorpius' spine, "how about if I tempt you with a hot shower makeout? Would that stop you from reporting me?"

"You're too good at this babe!" He grabbed his towel and Albus' hand and led him to the closest shower stall, leading the way so Albus wouldn't see how hard he was blushing.

The hot water pelted over Scorpius' head and he grabbed Albus, pulled him close and wrapped his arms tightly around his back, it was impossible to tell who's limb was who's. Water engulfed them completely, it filled their eyes so they couldn't see, their ears so they couldn't hear, their mouths so they couldn't speak. They sighed at the embrace, every trouble melting away as they touched once more. Their tongues intertwined, their hands in each other's hair,  gripping any part of their body they could find. Albus pushed harder into Scorpius, and he lets him back him into the wall, lift his arms above his head and pin him there.

"You're so strong", Scorpius mumbled

"What's that?" Albus breathed as he started on his neck.

"Never mind" Scorpius sighed, not wanting him to stop.

Albus' touch made Scorpius weak at the knees, made him feel a love he never thought he could feel, it left a dopey smile permanent on his face. He kept kissing his neck, showering him with rough kisses and light feather like tickles.

"Hey Al?" Scorpius said, after steamy minutes came and went.

"Hmmm?"

"What's the time?" He regretted it as soon as he said it, not wanting Albus to stop. Class didn't feel important when Albus was around, nothing did, the world could stop spinning on it's axis and he probably wouldn't notice.

Albus glanced at his watch before swearing. "Like 15 minutes till class," they had been at it for longer than he thought.

They embraced each other, and Albus rested his head against his shoulder. The water still ran over their heads and they stood, silent in each other's arms, not wanting to end the moment.

"Hey Scor?" Albus said after a long time.

"Yeah?"

"How are you?"

"What?" Scorpius pulled back and looked at Albus

"Well I mean, it's hard", he paused, trying to think of the right words, "to talk about us when there's always people around you know?"

"Oh yeah, I know what you mean." He looked down to the ground, not meeting Albus' eyes, "Honestly? I'm really happy, like the happiest I've been in my entire life. I'm so crazy in love with you and...I'm sorry that it has to be like this, all secretive and stuff and I wish it wasn't, I wish I could have the balls to tell my Dad and we could call each other babe and hold hands and all the sappy shit," he glanced at Albus who looked so intently he felt weak. "I don't want to lose you."

Albus shakes his head "You won't"

"What if I do though? What if my Dad hates me and never lets me see you on the holidays again, or goes crazy on me and sends me to Durmstrang?" He felt like he could cry.

"You think he'd actually send you to Durmstrang?"

"I mean maybe, that's kinda what he wanted for me" He sighed, switched the tap off, and wrapped the towel around himself, "I'm sorry, I know you don't want to be in secret."

Albus smiled, "I'm just still wrapping my head around the fact that I get to have you in the first place, how lucky I am, shit that sounded cheesy but you know what I mean. I don't wanna rush things and have it not work out."

"I love you Al." 

"I love you too." Albus kissed him hard on the mouth, and they squeezed their eyes shut, aware of the day to come and how hard it would be to stay as friends when they felt so much for each other.