Hit Me If You Want (feat.hit if you want me)

Kim taehyung pt.2

On Friday after school, taehyung was heading to Gangnam, where his parents lived.
Since his school was far from there, his dad asked a secretary and lawyer Namjoon, who worked for him, to help taehyung got a nice house nearby school.

Taehyung got into the car namjoon driving and gave a brief address as a courtesy before asked straight away what he wanted.

"How're they? Is my mom home?"
"Sorry Mr. Kim,
but they both aren't there now. Mr. Kim went golfing with his business partners and Mrs. Kim would also go there after bowling with her friends."
"Oh."

Namjoon caught his gloomy face.

Taehyung's father was a stockholder, and his mom used to run d-store before he went to high school.
Both loved his son from their heart but as they were busy with work, there was no time to have a family talk from his birth.
Taehyung had thought everything was fine 'cuz his parents granted whatever he wanted and never nagged, always praised him- as the time wasn't enough to praise only.

However, as he grew up, he felt like growig away from his parents, hating them, but still loving them for some reason. And it was fucking stressful.

"Namjoon, turn the car." Taehyung's low voice broke the silence.
"To where?"
"To where your crush is."

"Seokjin."

"Didn't I tell you that you should make an appointment before visiting me, taehyung? Oh, Hi namjoon~"
Seokjin's grouchy voice turned into demure tone in a flash as namjoon followed taehyung inside.

"Wow, two-faced." "Better than you, you jerk. Namjoon~ Would you mind if we talk alone?"
Namjooon nodded with a rosy blush then left.

"So. What happened this time?"
"You two look good together."
"I know, just make the point."
"You're no fun.. oKay, I'm stressful, again."

Taehyung spoke airily looking around seokjin's room full with baby pink. Seokjin was a clinical psychologist at Busan National University Hospital.
He had a fatal flaw that he loved a lame joke but was a skilled counselor.

"I told you, taehyung, have you tried making time for family talk? Seems like you didn't. We've dealed with this matter for 4 years, and you never take a step forward."

"...I can't. I can't utter my sincere feelings. Nowdays I can't even distinguish what I really want, how I feel towards them or, I mean, everything.. Everything is so miserable now."

"Again, the problem is you're not used to spit your feelings out to someone, not unique to your parents.
I know you've always been lonely, even if you couldn't catch it, and the loneliness turned out because you've never talked across the border that you made.
Originally, your parents'd teach you and let you speak yourself unaffected, but it didn't go well. So you couldn't speak much more and began to draw a line.
And that mixed feelings are also sprang from here, between grudges about this problem and the cognition that they are still the only one standing by your side whatever may happen."

"Stop. I knew it, seokjin. Do not start with a word 'again' again, it's freaking me out."

"Again, please make me do not use it again" Seokjin rolled his eyes. "Bruh, Fine. Today I promise I'll talk with them."
"Good luck. If we're not friends, I'm sure that I'd given up this balkiness."
Taehyung smirked and waved his hands leaving the happy older.

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I'll edit later..