Have you ever revisited to the place where it all began?
Perhaps the first date?
I recently did.
I did had a very non-conventional first date and I think it might vary from what he supposedly calls our first date.
It was an x-ray appointment and i said okay.
Let me explain my side of the story as to why I call it our first date.
So practically a first date is when two people agree to meet up "alone" for the first time and try to know each other.
And even though we had been hanging out non-stop for the entirety of summer this was the first time that it didn't happen by accident it was pre planned the night before and I had this jittering feeling that this is it.
Forgive my bad memory but I don't remember anything of the day maybe we did go back to spend the rest of day with our friends.
But IT WAS A DATE. Technically it was a date.
I remember nothing except that I was awkward. A benchmark for a date.
And you remember that tip where you are not allowed to make a fool out of yourself but be the embodiment of perfection that you are not.
Well those tips won't be handy here because the arena has changed.
You have a kink for feet?
Well go ahead and see my feet while I undress my toes for you to enter into the clinic.
You have insecurities?
Pff throw that out of the hypothetical window and take my phone while I hop into the X-ray chamber to get my X-ray done.
Can find your date?
I drove you here.
Can initiate a conversation?
Well don't worry about that because there is a "please keep silence"board to keep us in check
I think a conventional date is too overrated.
Take him to do menial jobs and you'll find out all the "tea"about him.
This reminds of my senior year when we were having drinks with my two of my friends and her boyfriend. After getting little tipsy my friend began setting the mood by playing romantic music mostly Ed Sheeran and I can't seem to think of anyone that fitted the mood. One of my friend was getting teary over her unrequitted love and the other was embracing this moment with her then boyfriend and I was there
feeling
nothing.
What a waste of booze.
I wish I could go back to that moment when I was neither in love nor lonely.
