Lesbian Celebrity Stories/Imagines

Imagine #14: Dark Days

Type of imagine: Sad

Trigger Warning: SUICIDE, DEPRESSION & UNHAPPY ENDING!! SHOUT OUT TO THE PERSON WHO REQUESTED THIS!!

Y/n's pov:
I sat there so confused about life. For the last few months my life has been falling apart. My parents are going through a divorce. My sister moved to New Jersey with her husband & baby so I dont get to see them. My brother got killed a month after my niece was born. Im really losing it. The only thing keeping me sane is Leigh-Anne. She's my girlfriend. Im actually on my way to see her now.

*30 mins later*

I just got to her house and I saw a person run out the house half naked. I lowered my head to see what was going on without being caught. "HURRY! GO BEFORE SHE GETS HERE!" She yelled. How could she do this? I waited a few seconds then walked in the house. "Hi my love." She said. She went to kiss me but I moved. "Whats wrong?" She asked. "Who the fuck was that?" I asked. "Who?" She asked. "DONT fucking play. Who the fuck was that girl?" I asked.

"Baby.. I..." She said. "I cant fucking believe you." I said with tears in my eyes. "Did you really think that I wouldnt find out." I said. "No baby let me explain." She said. "EXPLAIN WHAT!? YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME! YOU EXPECT ME TO TAKE YOU BACK?!" I yelled. "STOP YELLING AT ME!" She yelled. "I hate you." I said. "Baby wait..." She said grabbing my hand. "Get th fuck off me! HOW COULD YOU!? YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY LIFE HAS BEEN GOING!" I yelled in tears.

I walked out and got in my car. I cant believe this girl. I drove away. I went to the boardwalk. This is one of my happy places.

Leigh-Anne's pov:
   I got dressed and followed her. Its not even what it seems. I wasnt cheating on her at all. "Can we talk....?" I asked.

Y/n's pov:
   "I'd rather you leave me alone." I said. "Please let me explain." She said. "EXPLAIN WHAT LEIGH-ANNE? What is there to explain?" I asked. "I didnt cheat on you." She said looking down. "So why was a half naked human running out ya house?" I asked. "Thats my ex. She crashed on the couch after being beat by her husband. I told her to run and leave before you come because I knew you wouldnt like her there..." She said. I started laughing. "Whats funny?" She asked.

"You. The fact you made up this STUPID story." I said. "Its not a stupid story..." She said. "This really happened." She added. "Why was she naked?" I asked. "She was showing me her scars." She said. "Ok Leigh-Anne. Im gonna go." I said. I got in my car and left. How stupid does she think I am?

*2 days later*

I walked into an ice cream shop and ordered my stuff. I waited and seen Leigh-Anne and her sister. "Hey y/n." Her little sister said. "Hey big head." I said giving her a hug. "Why havent you come over?" She asked. "Just dealing with alot. I'll see you soon." I said. "Promise?" She asked. "Promise." I said with a smile. "Come on princess." Leigh-Anne said. "Bye Y/n." She said. "Bye." I said. She went off with Leigh-Anne. I looked at her. She looked back at me and slightly smile. Man her smile is amazing. I looked down trying not to make anything more awkward.

*2 weeks later*

I was at home trying to make something to eat when I got a call. Awwwe Mama. Its from Leigh-Anne's mom.

Phone convo:
Y/n: Hello
Mama: Hi hun, how are you doing?
Y/n: Im okay how about you?
Mama: Just okay?
Y/n: Yeah why? Did Leigh-Anne tell you?
Mama: Tell me what?
Y/n: That her and I broke up...
Mama: Oh hun... Im sorry...
Y/n: Its okay *holds back tears*
Mama: Um have you heard from her? Cause I havent
Y/n: No. I saw my lil big head with her a few weeks ago but thats it.
Mama: Go check on her please.
Y/n: for sure mama
End of call

I hung up and looked at the phone. That was odd. I got in the car and drove to her place. I opened the door since I still had keys. "Ba... Leigh-Anne?!" I yelled. I heard nothing so I went to find her. Once upstairs, I walked in on Leigh-Anne on the floor. "LEIGH-ANNE!?" I yelled. I ran over to her and held her head up. I looked around and found pills.

*3 hours later*

I sat nervously waiting for them to tell me something. "Family for Leigh-Anne?" The nurse said. I got up and looked at her. "Is she okay? Can I see her now? How's she doing?" I asked. "Sweetie... where's her mom?" She asked. "Ma'am her mom just took her little daughter back home. Im the only family she's got right now." I said. She sighed. "She's in a coma hun." She said. "She'll be okay though right?" I asked. "I dont know. Doctors say it could take a while." She said. "Can I at least see her?" I asked. "Of course." She said.

I walked in and looked at her. She had tubes in her nose, mouth. She looked crazy but it was the only thing helping her. I sat down next to the bed. "Hey... um its y/n. I just wanna know why..... I was here if you needed to talk. I dont care how bad shit was. Im here. I always will be." I said.

After a while of talking and waiting, her mom and dad came. I left the room and decided to go home. I first went back to her place. I looked around to see if there was a note or something but nothing. I went home and stood up all night.

*8 days later*

They took her off life support. I was standing by her in a casket crying my eyes out. "You didnt have to leave...." I whispered. "Excuse me..." I heard. I turned and seen her ex. "Im sorry... I just wanted to talk to you for a bit." She said. "Oh... about what?" I asked wiping my tears. "The story she told you was a lie... she was gonna cheat because I was throwing myself at her but she didn't because she loved you. She called me 3 days in a row crying that you wouldn't believe her if she told you the truth." She said.

"Wait so you're telling me...." I said. "She would never cheat on you. I fucked up and it resulted in you guys breaking up. It hit her hard... obviously hard enough where she ended her life." She said. I looked at Leigh-Anne then back at her ex. "Im sorry." She said. I punched her straight in her face. "I FUCKING LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU!" I yelled. "BECAUSE YOU! YOU MADE IT SEEM LIKE SHE CHEATED!" I yelled as I continued to punch her. Leigh-Anne's dad grabbed me and brought me outside while I cried. "She was my best friend! My girlfriend! I even had this for her." I said pulling a ring out.

"You were going to propose?" He asked. "Yes.... the same day I found her ex running from the house." I said.

After a while, we went back inside. Her family, friends and band mates left me alone in the room with her. "My beautiful queen. I don't understand why... Im sorry... and I know you're gone but will you marry me?" I asked with tears in my eyes. I placed the ring on her finger and kissed her forehead. "I will never forget you. I love you..." I said then left the funeral home. Ive never had this many dark days.

A/n: Please if you or anyone you know is suffering from depression and are thinking of committing suicide or self harming please call 1(800)-273-8255. I know what its like to feel like the world is against you but please call. Don't commit suicide. Again its 1(800)-273-8255. And for those who know of someone who've committed suicide, I hope they are resting. 🙏🏻💜