Arianna

Chapter two: Freshman

If it wasn't for Ruby I would have curled up into oblivion. She comforted me so much last night that i was hopeful for the first day of high school. "Arianna come on girl lets go in" Ruby was so excited she was literally dragging me into the building. "Hey girls are you excited? Arianna are you okay? are you feeling better you were a wreak yesterday." Ethan said as he put his hand on my shoulder. "I'm fine lets just get our schedules and head to class." I wasn't fine. I wanted to crawl in a hole and just die. My heart was hurting. I started to think this pain would never go away. After a few weeks into freshman year, things started to get a lot better. The pain went away. I almost completely forgot about Mathew. One Friday during I was walking the halls to get to my gym class. I hated gym. I was not paying attention and all of a sudden BAM! I ran into someone. My books went everywhere. "I-I'm sorry I didn't see you there." I didn't look up until I knew I picked up everything. "It's okay. Don't worry about." As I looked up and saw who I hit. I was mesmerized by his beauty. " I'm Christian. You must be Arianna?" He held out his hand so I could shake it. I wanted to ask him how he knew my name but I couldn't find my words. So all I did was nod. "Were you headed to gym?" He asked. I finally found my words. "Yeah I am. I should be going so I bump into you." I started to walk off. "WAIT! Let me walk you I'm headed that way anyways I have gym too." He said with a big smile on his face. I loved his smile. For the next few weeks me and Christian walked to gym together and hung out during gym. "A. It's fucking Friday night. We are going out. No ifs ands or buts about it. You understand." This was our first Friday night on winter break. "Okay okay okay. Where are we going?"
"We are going to a HOUSE PARTY! Ethan senior friends invited us and they even said make sure you come." Ruby was super excited I was more like shocked. They wanted me to go why. But whatever I was going to go out and have an amazing time. As Ruby went through my closet I sat on the bed watching her. Then I caught my self thinking about Christian. DING! I got a text from and unknown number. "Hey there beautiful. Looking forward in seeing you tonight. P.s it's Christian. Got your number from Ethan and Ruby." I gave Ruby a murderous look. "The fuck bitch why are you looking at me like that" I haven't told her much about Christian just that I bumped into him and ever since then we go to class together. Short an simple. "You have Christian my number bitch."
"Hey bitch that was Ethan. And anyways he's totally hot we did you a favor. Be happy." She patted me on the head as she started doing my hair. After a hour and a half, we finally left to go to this party. The second we got into the party we were greeted by Ethan who already had a beer in his hand. We all started to dance. Shortly after the first song I felt arms wrap around me and I saw Ethan wink At someone. I was frozen I didn't want to turn around. So I continued dancing. "Damn girl you got moves for days." Christian whispered in a low husky voice. I quickly turned around. Ruby was right this guy is hot. All we did was danced. "Bitch lets go take shots and here's your beer." Ruby brought me back into reality. "Y-yeah sure." I was a bit nervous. I haven't drank since that night. But I'm around the people I know and love. I should be fine. Right? After a few shots and a couple beers I started to slow down the drinking. I looked over at Christian who was watching me the whole time. He made me nervous. A few moments later he walked over to me and hugged me. We stayed hugging for a while until he had to leave. "Cutie I have to go I'll see you at school on Monday." He winked at me and walked away. At about 2 a.m. we decided to go home. I was tipsy. "A. please don't go home stay the night here with us." Ethan begged. He was scared something might happen. "Yeah sure. I'll stay the night but I have to learn early."
"Yeah of course I'll take you home myself." He was worried and I didn't know why. Then when I saw Ruby she was passed out drunk. It brought back memories, I was scared. When we finally got home I hear a DING! Ethan gave me a look like damn you have a booty call. "Damn A. you have a booty call already." I hit him in the arm and checked me phone. ITS HIM CHRISTIAN! I was super excited and nervous. "You looked amazing tonight, beautiful. Can't wait to see you on Monday ;)"
"Um thanks you looked good too and yeah definitely can't wait to see you Monday. Goodnight :)" I replied hopeful. Maybe this is the start of something new. On Monday, I made sure I looked super cute. I did my makeup and styled my hair. I felt pretty so I knew I looked pretty. Christian waited outside every one of my classes. Super cute. Everyone thought we were dating and it felt right. It felt perfect. After school I waited outside with Ethan for Ruby. Right before Ruby came out Christian came out and gave me the biggest and tightest hugs ever. We didn't let go until his friends called him. We said bye and he walked away. As I started to walk away, I felt someone grab my arm and pull me. It was Christian. The second I turned around, he kissed me. I felt like fireworks. It felt perfect. It felt right. After we stopped he hugged me good bye and left. It took a few seconds to process what happened and I came back to reality. Christian. The Christian. The most hottest and the most popular guy in school kissed me. The next day I hung out with Christian and after a fun day of ice skating, eating, and watching movies, he asked me to be his girlfriend. "Arianna listen, I like you. And no has ever made me feel the way you make me feel. I know you felt something when we kissed because I did. So listen do you want to be my girlfriend." I didn't reply right away. I was in shock. Did he just ask me to be his girlfriend? "U-umm y-yeah. I do." I said nervously.
"Perfect." He said with a big smile on him face. After 6 months into dating, we talked about taking our relationship to the next level. Sex. I was scared it was almost a year since the last time I had sex. I was nervous. It was a Friday we had just finished finals and I decided to spend the day with Christian. We threw a movie and start cuddling. He kissed me slowly and passionately. The same electricity flowed through my body. Like it did when I was with Mathew. I deepened the kiss. Christian's hands explored my body every inch of it. It made me want more. Christian took his shirt off. Then he took mine off. He took off his pants then he took mine off. He put it in slowly and passionately. I now know the difference between making love and simply fucking. And me and Christian were making love. Sweet love. It felt right and it felt good. After and hour or so we finally finished. And we laid there cuddling naked. It felt perfect. "Boy when people say your first time is special, perfect, and romantic. They weren't kidding." Wait did he just say first time? "You were a virgin?" I was shocked. "Yeah and I lost my virginity to the perfect girl." I felt more special as ever. Nothing could be more perfect. After a few months we started having sex more and more. But one day he was different. More secretive more suspicious. It went from 'hey babe can't you answer that text for me' to 'I'm going to the bathroom give me my phone.' It started to get worse as time went by. The more sex we had the more different he was. It was a super hot summer day and Ruby wanted to go swimming in my backyard since I had a huge pool. So we did. Ethan, Ruby, Christian and I were all swimming. After a while Ruby decided me and her should tan. As I laid out on the grass I saw Christian Left his phone. I saw the perfect opportunity to check his phone. So I did. And let me tell you, it wasn't pretty. He was cheating. I couldn't tell how long he was cheating for. But I knew I was full of rage a year together and he cheats on me how could he? And if I thought it couldn't get any worse. He was best friends with Mathew. I took his phone and dropped it in the pool. He got out the pool and smacked me so hard I fell to the floor. "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU BITCH. MY FUCKING PHONE ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?" He was full of rage. "ME YOU THE ONE FUCKING CHEATING AND IF THATS NOT BAD ENOUGH YOU ARE BEST FRIENDS WITH MATHEW!? I told you about him and you lied to my face!" He walked away. After a few week we made up and got back together. Things we great for a while.