𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘬𝘺𝘶𝘶 𝘹 𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘴 ♡

𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕪 𝕕𝕒𝕪 ~ 𝕠𝕚𝕜𝕒𝕨𝕒 ☁️

ahhhh my very first request i'm so excited! this is going to be a fluffy, rainy day Oikawa au requested by my friend and also my love for this man. feel free to play the song while reading and I hope you enjoy~  ♡

song inspiration: spring day by bts

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My life had been an eternal summer, the relationship I had with Ushijima had been some of the best days of my life, but then of course... seasons change. Fall had come and the leaves of our relationship began to fall down, one by one. Communication between us was rare, no matter how much I reached out, there was no response. I had given him the benefit of the doubt. I made up excuses for him in my head. Telling myself that his phone was turned off, that he was busy with volleyball, that he blocked me on everything as a joke... that the girl he was hugging in the café was a hidden camera prank, that the I don't love you anymore text message I received on a rainy day in the middle of class was a joke.

Fall was over, winter was here. The cold winds that blew through my mind had only become worse as time passed. No matter how many covers I had on my body when I went to bed, no matter how many layers of clothes I wore, I was cold. There was a point in which I had thought I was frostbitten. That my heart had been frozen over. It was like climbing a never endy snowy mountain. But more than anything, I was scared. I was scared that I would never feel the warmth of summer again.

I had to transfer schools, the thought of being near Ushijima had made me sick to my stomach. The same thought that used to make my stomach fill to the brim with butterflies. I couldn't even leave my dorm without feeling the stinging pain in my stomach, or was it my heart? I couldn't tell anymore. Today was my first day at Aoba Johsai, the same school Ushijima's rival goes to... Oikawa Tooru, the local pretty boy. I had run into him before even arriving at school, he was walking in the same direction as me. "What's Ushijima's trophy boyfriend doing here at Aoba Johsai, hmm~?" It was obvious he was taunting me.

"Ex, trophy boyfriend, for your information." I stated plainly as I picked up my walking pace, what I said obviously shocked him as I no longer heard the sounds of his footsteps behind me. Eventually I made it to Aoba Johsai and quickly changed my shoes and made a bee line for my classroom. "Maybe if I get there early enough I won't have to go through all that introduction crap." I thought to myself as I slid open the door to the classroom. There was nobody here, no complaints from me, however.

I slowly moved to a seat in the back of the classroom, where the sun's rays shined through the trees onto me. Yet despite that, I was still cold. There we're markings on the desk I sat at from previous people, who had left the initials of who I assumed to be their significant other's with big hearts around them. Flashbacks to when I did the same thing with Ushijima flashed through my mind. I quickly wiped those memories away before I got that sickly feeling again.

At this point it had felt as if winter was never going to end. I didn't want to feel all this hatred and spite towards Ushijima, but even more so, towards myself. The question of why I wasn't good enough plagued my mind, for days... weeks after our break up and still do. Suddenly the sound of the door being slid open shattered my thoughts. My eyes that were trained to the desk, were now looking at Oikawa Tooru. He looked just as shocked as I was. And just for a moment, a warmth filled my body, but fled just as soon as it came. I wanted to feel that warmth again, the warmth I haven't felt in such a long time.

At first I was confused as to where that sudden warmth came from, but over a few days I realized that the warmth would only come when the hazel eyes that belonged to Oikawa Tooru, stared into my (e/c) eyes. A few more days had passed and it was the first rainy day of Spring. I had forgotten my umbrella at home but it didn't matter to me, the rain was soothing to me, despite what happened. The rain never served me as a reminder as to what happened with Ushijima, it gave me clarity, more than anything else.

I had begun to walk home when the sound of fast footsteps splashing through the puddles on the side of the road invaded my ears. "(Y/n) wait!" Oikawa yelled as he started catching up to me. I began to turn around but before I could I was tackled into a puddle, my books going everywhere. But before I could get mad and start yelling, warmth started filling my body. And the look on Oikawa's face showed that he felt it too. "You feel it." He plainly stated from on top of me, all I could do was nod my head yes.

I no longer cared about getting wet as Oikawa got up off me and picked me up bridal style. "I heard about what Ushijima did to you... it took everything in me to not storm over to Shiratorizawa and beat the shit out of him. Just know that I will never ever treat you the way he did." Oikawa stated. I couldn't do anything except once again nod my head, the warmth flowing through my body was melting away all the snow. My heart was defrosting, and the cold mountain I had been climbing everyday had thawed out and now flowers of every color bloomed on the mountain side.

As I looked up at his face, I could once again feel summer returning. Even though we were both getting soaked, we didn't care, we couldn't even feel the cold in that moment. We didn't care if we got sick. All we cared about was that we were close to each other. Even now as we lay in his bed together, cuddling our lives away. I want to be closer. His warmth is unmatched, and it's something I never want to let go of. As I fell asleep, I could hear Oikawa whisper in my ear. "I promise, I won't walk away." Those words rang through my ears as I slowly drifted off into sleep.

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Ahhhh I feel like this could have been a lot better! It got kinda sloppy in the end and I had to cut it short because I needed to do homework. I promise the next oneshot will be a lot lot better than this one!  I apologize for how short it is, anyways if you did enjoy it thank you! And have a wonderful day!