Uneducated Submission

Cheater's Prayer 1

***Royalty's P.O.V***

When I wake up I'm back in my room.

Thank god. I don't think I could stand waking up another day in that hospital. 

Recalling yesterday's events I feel a sense of anxiety wash over me as I remember what I told Jax. 

Should I have told him or just kept it to myself?

I had to admit i felt slightly at ease knowing that I could finally talk to someone but I knew Neveah would be worried sick over what happened. I just wish i could tell her the truth but I knew how she felt about Laila and I didn't know how to break it to her without completely shattering her heart.

I for one, knew just how horrible that felt.

Dragging myself out of bed I willed myself not to think about what i saw that night. It made me wonder if I should even keep this baby anymore.

After all why should I ruin my life and my education when he clearly didn't care anything about me or the fact i was carrying his child.

I sighed. When had Zane turn so cold? Heartless.

I wouldn't let him hurt me anymore, no matter how hard it proved I was going to keep my baby with or without him, at least I know I'd have Jax and Neveah with me.

Entering the bathroom I see Neveah brushing her teeth and I smile knocking my shoulder with hers as I pass her.

"Hey you", she says turning and hugging me.

I smile and hug her back, feeling a bit emotional.

"I missed you so much Roy", she says still holding onto me.

"I've missed you too, Veah, but I have to pee", I say laughing as she pulls away flicking me on my forehead.

She exits and leaves me to do my business and i wash my hands and exit as soon as I'm finished and exit the bathroom to see her on her phone.

I smile at her and she smiles back but I can tell that something is on her mind.

When she puts down I sit on the bed and pat the spot next to me, "C'mon, I can tell something's on your mind". 

She gives me a pointed look and sits down and I throw my legs over hers, " I should be the one worrying about you, I mean you just left the hospital".

I shake my head, "Hey, I'm pregnant, it's gonna be a norm babe, so tell me what's wronggggg?"

She shook her head at me before speaking, "Jax and I got into a really bad argument and he told me that he can't be with me until I figure out what I want, and I get my life and Laila sorted out."

I pursed my lips and looked away, "What made you guys argue in the first place?"

"Actually, it's about you. He told me you guys were talking about something right before you passed out", she said as though looking at me to further explain.

I sighed internally and i could feel my anxiety building. I still hadn't built the courage or energy to tell Neveah yet, but I knew I'd have to tell her sooner rather than later, especially seeing as she would stop at nothing to hurt me or my baby. And I couldn't fight this battle alone and I couldn't keep dragging Jax in, it would just make their relationship worst.

But on the other hand, if I told her she would be heartbroken and I couldn't afford to put her through that pain.

I couldn't be the reason she gave up on love.

"What you thinking bout there, Roy?", she asked looking at me with her brow raised.

I sighed. I had to tell her something.

"I- uhm.."

"Royalty what is it?"

"I saw Zane and Laila hooking up the day before you got home", I rambled out not looking at her.

There was silence and I looked up at her.

 Her expression was neutral but her eyes said it all; she was pissed.

"Are you okay?", she asked and i looked up at her in shock.

"What?"

"Seeing them, it must've been hard and I know how you feel about Zane and your carrying his child. So are you okay?", she inquired, eyes had and her jaws clenched.

I swallowed the lump growing in my throat, "I don't know".

She clicked her tongue and smiled.

"Don't worry, I'll handle it", she said getting up.

Grabbing onto her hand I look at her pleadingly, "Neveah, don't do anything stupid".

She smiled again, "Go to sleep Royalty, It's time Zane learnt his place."

I bite my lip nervously. What the hell was she going to do?

Only God knew what'd happen when she found out the real truth.  

***Neveah's P.O.V***

I felt like laughing.

And not the small giggle or chuckle, I meant full on doubling over knee slapping laughing.

I was going to drag both their asses. I couldn't help but feel betrayed by Laila. I felt like i didn't know who she was anymore.

She refused to call me the whole time I was gone yet when I returned she was anxious to be with me, or rather sleep with me.

 Now she's been sleeping with my best friends baby daddy. When she clearly doesn't like Royalty, I couldn't help but doubt her intentions.

Was she using me to hurt Royalty?

And Zane, he'd rue the day he hurt Royalty. He had no right to be treating her the way he was.

I found myself at Jax and Zane's dorm and pushed on the door opening it.

Jax was on the couch watching TV when I entered and looked up at me confused.

"Neveah wha-"

"Where is he?', I said my blood boiling.

My hands were itching to hit someone and I realized I hadn't hit someone in a while.

I smiled internally.

"Where's who?", he asked looking up at me in confusion.

 "Zane", i bit out clenching and unclenching my fists.

As though something sparked in him Jax eyed me warily, " What'd she tell you?"

"Where is he?",I asked once more.

"Veah, calm down before you do something you'll regret later", he said getting up and holding my arms.

"I'm not gonna regret anything , Jaxon. Now tell me where the fucking cheat is!", I growled out shaking him off of me.

Before he can reply Zane walks out of the bathroom towel hanging on his hips as he dried his hair with another.

I grinned pushing past Jax and walking up to him.

"Neveah no",Jax shouted causing Zane to look up at me in confusion.

"Zane, Just the man I wanted to see I said before swinging my fist directly in his face and hearing a loud crack.

I cocked my head grinning.

He'd just messed with the wrong bitch.