My Accidental Lover

Seven

Regrets?

When you wake up the next morning,  in a foreign room,  with nothing on you except your birth suit,  wala ka ng ibang nanaisin pa kundi ang tumakbo at takasan ang lahat at isiping isang masamang panaginip at malaking pagkakamali lang ang iyong nagawa.

And that is what Ursula is doing. She kept on hiding away from Frank Montreal.  Walang araw sa loob ng tatlong buwan na palagi siyang nakikipagpatintero sa binata maiwasan lang ito.

She find it so hard to believe na sa isang kisap mata,  naibigay niya ang lahat lahat ng  sa kanya sa binata.

And to think that he was not her boyfriend.  Putcha!  Ni wala nga silang relasyon ng Montreal na yun.

At lahat na ng paraan at dahilan nagawa na niya para hindi na sila magpanagpo pa ni Frank. And so far she is doing good,  hanggang ngayon tatlong buwan na ang nakalilipas, Frank can't still caught her. Siguro nagsawa na sa kahahabol sa kanya,  obvious naman kasi na ayaw niyang magpahuli sa binata.  So he finally give up.

Or so she thought.

Ursula was confidently walking towards the parking lot kung saan nakaparada ang kanyang sasakyan,  hindi na niya pinagkaabalahan pang tingnan ang paligid dahil kampante naman na siya na tinigil na ni Frank ang pagsunod sa kanya. He must have gotten tired from chasing her dahil hindi naman niya binibigyan ng pansin ang ginagawa ni Frank.

For her what happened to them was the biggest mistake she had ever been made in her entire life at hanggang ngayon sinasampal pa rin siya ng katotohanan na sadyang nagpakatanga siya ng gabing iyon,  and as much as possible ayaw niya munang maalala ang nangyari,  and having Frank lurking at her always remind her of that. 

And everytime that she remembers it hindi niya mapigilan ang sarili na makaramdam ng mga bagay na sadyang estranghero sa kanya.

And she couldn't deny the fact that Frank stirred something inside her also.  She felt that familiar fire that he woken up from her deep slumber.

Kaya hanggat maaari,  she needed no she must stay out of reach from that man.

Because who knows what will happen next if nabigyan ng pagkakataon na muli silang magkalapit.

Not when her body perfectly knows Frank already,  and she hated to admit it longed for it.  Intimately!

Flashback

" Don't get too drunk Ursula,  I may not be able to look up on you dahil maraming tao sa club,  so you'll have to take care of yourself okay, " bilin pa sa kaniya ng pinsang  si Krum ng napansin na rila nagpapakalunod na siya sa alak dahil sa sunod-sunod na paghingi niya ng shot sa bartender.

" You know that I won't easily get drunk Krum,  I can take care of myself,  I just badly need this to temporary forget ashfdjkl,  " she slurred her last word.

Krum just shook his head at iniwan na siya sa harap ng bar,  " Okay  but pull yourself together,  ayaw kong may kaladkaring pinsan palabas ng bar just because nag pass out dahil sa sobrang kalasingan,  I'll go ahead dumadami na ang tao, " and true enough nagsisimula na ngang magdatingan ang mga regular at new customer ng Cappussina but she was more than oblivious to the surroundings,  tuloy tuloy lang din ang tilapia unlimited na paglapag ng alak sa harap niya at wala siyang inaksayang oras dahil talagang nilalagok niya ang bawat shot na nilalapag sa harap niya.  She was still focused on getting wasted ng biglang may umagaw sa basong akmang iinuman niyamaking her halted on what she was doing.