Sombre

Chapter 15

I slip in and out of consciousness. I force myself to open my eyes. I wince because of all the lights , it's not dark anymore and I'm glad for that. I focus my gaze on Preston . My eyelids start to close and no matter how hard I try , I can't keep them open.

I snap my eyes open and see Preston removing the cuffs from my hand. I just want to turn into a ball and stay like that forever. My body is numb . I try to move a finger but it doesn't move . I move my head away from Preston as fresh wave of tears hit me. I don't want him to see my cry , I don't want him to feel that he can break me. I don't want to give up yet.

" Stop fucking crying!" He yells and I flinch. When he is done opening my handcuffs , I try to wipe my face with shaking hands. Bile rises in my throat when I see that my hands are covered in cuts, some too big and some small. Blood seeps out of the wound and I try not to puke. From the corner of my eyes I spot Preston coming near me . Scared out of my wits , I try to jump out of the bed but end up falling off it when my leg doesn't support my body.

I hear him scoff and then he appears in front of me. I start scooting back even though the wounds scratch against the floor.

" Stop moving "

I don't

I quickly squeeze under the bed . I scream when he grabs my ankle and pulls me out.

" Shut the fuck up !" He screams and grabbing my arms ,hauls me on the bed.

" Let me go ! You asshole !" I scream and he sits on me , trapping me under him. I try to hit him when he puts a handkerchief on my nose and in seconds I'm out.

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Preston

I watch her as she lies on the bed unconscious. I thought that hitting her would get some steam off but it somehow makes me feel even more angry because a part of me still loves her . I removed all that anger on her. I hate myself for still loving her even after what she did. I want to hate her , I want to punish her .

But punishing her today made no difference. I don't feel an ounce of happiness or satisfaction. In a matter of few months she had my heart. I was and still am in love with her . But she had to fucking betray me. I trusted her . I trusted her enough to give her my parents location. Never in my life I would have thought that she would turn out to be a fucking spy . Never did I think that my one mistake will lead to my parents death.

My father hated her , he never hid it from me . He had told me not to fall for her ,not to go soft. Treat women like they should be treated, he once told me . Fuck her and buy her some diamonds. But I couldn't do that.

I watch the slow rise and fall of her chest. I don't want to love her. I want to despise her so that killing her will get easy. I didn't lie when I said that I would always make sure she's covered in bruises. Just because I love her doesn't mean that I won't show her her place. I will train her to be my wife. I will teach her how to be a loyal wife just like my father taught his wife . I will make sure that she is an obedient wife by the end of the year.

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Sorry for the short chapter, I'm not really motivated to write this story because no one seems to kinda like it.