Words and Vibes Soup

Cringe but I love you too

The 3rd or 4th thing on my list of things I love about you 

Is that hanging out with you when I sad or mad

Is the same feeling I get when I'm having a bad day

And when I put my coat on and stuff my hands in my pockets

I find €10 

I don't really see us like Bonnie and Clyde

Or Romeo and Juilet 

We're more like Hamlet and Horatio 

Best friends and no matter how much either of us fuck up

We're still there for each other

Chasing ghosts and

Trying to prove some old guy guilty of murder

Have you ever turned the shower from hot to cold 

And had that refreshing satisfaction of the water running through your steamed hair?

I hope you have because

That's pretty much much what hugging you feels like

It's kind of hard to be that cringe teenager

Who claims they don't believe in love

And doesn't care about anything 

When you're just so goddamn pretty and nice all the time

One of the best things about being with you 

Is that I don't have to fight or 

Do dumb shit for your attention anymore

But I want to anyways

I still want to kill myself now and again 

Because of my mental health issues

But when I'm with you 

That glowing exit doesn't look like the best option for me anymore

I would say that you're that reason I get up in the morning

But that'd be a lie

You're the reason I want to stay in bed and 

Imagine you cuddling me all day

I have to say thank you 

For never making fun of me 

On those nights I'd start getting emotional

Because I don't have to deal with late night thoughts 

Alone for once

What takes number one on my list of things I love about you

Is that no matter how many times

I say things like;

"Sorry, I'm such an idiot"

Your number one reply is; 

"Yeah, you are an idiot,

But I love you."