Forever Marked (z.m.)AU

Just So Wrong

Hey guys! I have great news and a bit of bad news. Good news is I got a part in my schools play, and this is the first high school production I tried out for so I'm so happy I got a part! Bad news is updates in this story will be a bit slow, due to rehearsals and such, but I won't forget to update.

Much Love, k_koontz
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Madison POV

"Zayn... is that why there is a 'Z' on my back?" I whisper yell at him as he just smiles. Nodding his head at me, "Yes, I like it. Why don't you?" He asks still pressing against me. "I don't like tattoos, never did. And, I don't belong to you, I don't belong to anyone." I say to him trying to stress the problem, but he didn't seem to care.

"You belong to me Madi, get over it. The sooner you cross this bridge, the better." He says in a stern tone. My eyes stare at him, and my mouth gapes a little, he takes his index and middle finger pressing under my chin, closing my mouth. "Don't want to catch flies, now would we?" He asks, and I shake my head. He knows what he does to me, and he likes it. "Yes I do know, and I do in fact like it." He says, my eyes widen.

Did I say that out loud? "Yes you did, your mind and voice are rather connected tonight aren't they?" I don't answer using my arms to push him off of him. He grabs my wrist, laughing at my futile attempt at pushing him away. "I have a negotiation for you." He says, and his smirk tells me I won't like it. "What is it Zayn?" His voice tasted like acid on my tongue. His smile widens to where you could see his teeth. "I like when you say my name. I wish I had told it to you a year ago so you could have screamed it, yelled it. That would have been hot." He says, his lips grazing mine. "Get to your point, what do you have in mind?" I ask, hoping he wouldn't continue to prolong this.

"Let me stay the night, with you." He says, his voice calm waiting for the storm. "Excuse me?" I ask as I raise my eyebrow at him, is he crazy? Don't answer that. "I spend the night here with you, and you don't have to meet me Saturday, and this way, you won't even have to make conversation." He says to me. What am I going to say? I'm not sleeping with him. "You're not sleeping with me. No." I say my voice full of determination. He smiles acting like he found the missing piece to the puzzle. "I'm not going to have sex with you, just sleep. Like normal people. I'll be gone before you wake up in the morning." He says, and I nod. Okay, so I was wrong, he didn't want to sleep with me like that. That's good.

If I let him sleep in my bed, I won't have to see him Saturday. Huh, that doesn't sound too bad. I mean it could be worse. He could have already raped me by now. "Fine, you can sleep with me. But, don't hurt me." I say, my voice shaking. I can't believe I'm doing this. I've gone crazy. I have, there is something wrong with me. He smiles wrapping one arm around my waist, walking down the hallway together down to my room. "I would never hurt you, ever." He whispers down in my ear, and I nod. But, I don't really believe him. "Is it weird rooming with Austin?" he asks sounding really curious, like he actually wants an answer.

"Just because he's gay doesn't mean he's different. It's kind of cool that I can talk about guys to him and he can give me a straight up answer, and not some guy bullshit about how they make mistakes blah, blah, blah. You know? Like guys try to take up for each other, but Austin will throw you as far under the bus as he can throw you." I say as he nods.

"I was just wondering. He seems nice." He says as we walk through the doorway to my room. I can't believe I actually had a somewhat normal conversation with him just then.

"Austin is my best friend." I say to him and he nods as I gesture for him to get into the bed, he keeps smiling as he walks to the bed laying down opening his arms waiting for me. I grit my teeth and roll my eyes, as I crawl into bed after him. He grabs my waist pulling me close to him, my back against his chest. His head on my shoulder, "You're okay, aren't you?" He asks. I turn my head to look at him. "Yes, I'm fine, just please let me sleep." I plead with him hoping this could end before it started. "Ever slept with someone before?" He asks at this point I was turned around looking at him his arm still wrapped around my waist. "No. I don't ever really have anybody that I'd ever like to sleep with, so." I say to him, and he looks quite pleased by my answer.

"Ever had a boyfriend?" He asks. I look down, and he lifts my chin up to look into his eyes. "I...uh...not really. My last boyfriend was back in high school, and he dumped me after our first date, so yeah." I say as my cheeks turn red from embarrassment. Guys were just never really into me, so I gave up on them. "So, if you've never had like a serious boyfriend, then, that must have been your first-"

"Kiss, yes." I say cutting him off.

"Not bad for your first time making out with somebody, I'll tell you that." He says, trying to, I guess, comfort me. I smile while my cheeks are burning red. "T-thank you, I guess." I say, I would have never thought that I'd be thanking Zayn, but I did. "You're very welcome. You should get some sleep though, I know you have to go to work in a few hours." Zayn says, his voice soft and sweet, and I'm not afraid.

He's not the man I took him for, the guy who'd kill anyone who would get in his way, he was a man who was soft but didn't know how to show it. And, he holds his heart in his hand. And, to him, he holds mine too.

Zayn lays on his back with my head on his chest, as I drift off to sleep, I hear a faint.

"Goodnight Madi."