SOCIAL ANXIETY ??

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Scared of crowds gathered cheering,

Millions of people staring and waiting.

Stage frights are always common,

Even if they are widely awaken.

Heart beats fast, forgets what to do next.

Screaming and crying inside,

But scared to show outside.

Fighting and shivering inside,

But couldn't let anyone knowing.

What if everything goes wrong,

Don't know what will happen.

Still each and every seconds praying inside,

Just to be absolutely normal.

Living out alone is what I have learned,

Never got chance to mix with others.

Kept distance from others,

knowing they would hurt.

Scared to let out your feelings,

When you know you would be shattered.

Still hoping and hoping that this fear would go,

And I will survive more.

But what if, what would, will that........questions in my head are burning me inside,

That, will everything go alright?

So let's just hope to be normal,

And let the day go good,

for what had happen and what will.

Waiting for the day yet to come,

When we yet had to be in the front.

Never had been this nervous,

When you know you ought to have first.

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