I let my walls down for you
I let you inside my boundries
But you weren't alone
You got some intruders with you
Now that you're gone, the intruders remain
Pushing the walls around me
They make a box
I'm stuck in a cubical, where I can only stand
I try to let my walls down little by little but everytime I try, the intruders push against them
Trapping me once again
I named these intruders now
Anxiety, insecurity, depression, stress
I wish they'd leave me alone
But they'll only leave when you let them
I let myself get so enamoured by you
And that was my fault
I unwrap myself from your clutches
Slowly yet steadily
The intruders start to fade, not leave
Slowly, all have faded and gone
And I realised
Your actions let those intruders in
But I kept them in
I let them stay
I trapped myself in my endless nightmare
I chose to keep hurting
I refused to move on
And now that I let myself free
I can see
So much clearly than before
The beauty of the world and the beauty in me
I saw that I deserved the best and saw to it that no one dims my inner light again
My light shines brightly even now
