Give Me Time (M.C.)

Chapter 30 (WOO!!) Recovering

-Michael's POV-

My eyes open slightly, then close again, then open all the way. Andrea's looking up at me, playing with my hair. She looks so tired, her cheeks are still tear stained. "How long have you been up?" I ask her, "All night." she says as if it's nothing. I kiss her and she smiles, "I'm sorry I still hurt myself.." She whimpers, tugging at a part of my hair. I move her hands, "It's fine, just please stop.." I reply, smiling at her. I sit up, rubbing my face, "I'm gonna go and fix that living room of yours." I saw and walk into the living room. The couch is still flipped over, the broken lamp was cleaned up and the coffee table was put back. I see Luke in the kitchen, making something. He turns around and hands me a plate, "Here. I made breakfast." He simply says. I look down at what I'm assuming is Nutella on toast, "What did you do to it?" I ask, not trusting his cooking skills. He gives me an unamused look and goes back to putting more bread in the toaster. I set the plate down and fix the couch, then going back into the bedroom with the food.

Andrea isn't in the bed anymore, I'm assuming the bathroom, but that doesn't exactly calm my nerves anymore. I start eating the toast, and she comes in looking even worse than before, "Ughh..." She mumbles under her breath, getting back under the covers. I look down at her, "What's wrong, baby girl?" I ask, handing her the other piece of toast, "Period.." She replies without shame. She smirks at my reaction, "Can you hand me my phone?" She demands more than asking, I hand it to her and she smiles, typing something in and putting it on the blanket next to her. "Who'd ya text?" I ask out of curiosity, "Oh, just Alex." She replies, finishing the toast. "Hey, umm, about yesterday, usually there's more than one thing that pushes you over the limit.. can you tell me what your reasons were?" I ask, trying to understand so I can help her get through it. She lets out a long sigh, "Well, for one I fucked up really badly this time, it's been twice you've found out I self harmed and that has to make you feel like shit, and two, I've been getting so much hate and everything so I was going to give them what they wanted, then three, there's like over 30 billion people or something, I'm just wasting space and air.." She explains, a sob escaping her mouth. I pull her into a tight hug and rub her back, "I'll handle the hate, and don't ever say you're a waste of space. Andrea Wilson, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me, that's why I asked for your hand in marriage." I reply, grabbing my phone.

@Michael5SOS: I hope everyone sending @AW770 hate is proud of themselves, she almost got away with suicide you dumb fucks!

I stare down at Andrea and kiss her on the head, "Want me to get your DS?" I ask her and she smiles, "Pokèmon?" She asks, I'm assuming it's a yes. I grab her DS off the nightstand and hand her the Pokèmon box next to it, "I'm about to go to the store, need anything?" I ask, sitting up and wiping my face again, "Cake, and pads." She answers, giving me a sly smile. I look at her awkwardly, "How am I supposed to know what kind of pad to get you?!" I ask and she laughs, "Just get the big thin ones, and chocolate cake is preferred.." She explains and goes back to playing her game. I slip on a black v-neck and a pair of jeans, then some converse and sunglasses, "Bye." I say and walk out of the room, and do the same to they guys.

I have to walk to the store since my car is crashed and I'm too lazy to go through all the paperwork to fix it. I get there quicker than expected and inside is exactly what I expected, a swarm of people. I grab a cart and stroll over to the bakery, carefully selecting a premade cake. Next, fucking pads. You would expect her to have some at the house, but noooo. I walk into the isle and see another man, looking as confused as I am. I scan the shelves and find the ones that say 'thin'. They're quite expensive as well, I grab a package that says 'jumbo thin', hopefully the right ones. Last but not least, hair dye. I get to the isle with the 'fun colored' hair dye and grab: hair bleach, blue dye, pink dye, orange dye, dark green dye, and cyan dye. Most of it isn't for myself, I'm not that crazy.

I head to the check out and end up paying nearly $100.00! The cashier furrows her eyebrows when she sees the pads and cake, I shrug and tap my foot. I grab the two plastic bags and start my walk home, saying hello to a few fans.

"I'm back bitches!" I yell and slam the door to the apartment behind me. I see Andrea on the couch, lying upside down, next to Calum and Luke. "Ha! Two out of three!" She exclaims, thrusting her Xbox controller into the air, not taking her eyes off of the TV. I set the bag with the cake and pads on the coffee table and take the bag of hair dye into the bedroom, hiding it under the bed. "EWW!" Calum yells, pointing at Andrea, "Lady products!" Luke joins, laughing. Andrea smirks at them, "You'd never last a night in my shoes, so no cake for you!" She teases and runs into the kitchen with the bag.

I see her cutting it and she gives the boys tiny pieces and she has a huge slice. That's how we spent the rest of the day, eating cake and playing Xbox. Then Calum, Andrea, Luke, and Ashton dozed off on the couch. I got to put my plan into action.