IM5 Imagines

I Know that You Still Love Me

For @MysticalChildIM5

  It's been over a month since Cole and I broke up and saying that I'm a mess, is an under statement. I want to call him, but I'm terrified to. I am currently lying on my bed listening to a recording of Cole singing "All of Me". God his voice was angelic. Do I still love him? Or am I just heartbroken.

"Megan, honey there is someone at the door for you" my mom yelled from downstairs. I groaned and trudged over to my mirror and starred at my red puffy face. No. I don't love him. I hate him. I can't even express how much I hate him. I hate him so much that I'm crying over him.

"I hate Cold Pendery because he broke my heart" I said aloud to try and attempted to recompose myself before making my way down to the door.

When I got to the bottom of the steps, my whole body stopped. After a month. There he was. Cole Alan Pendery had come back.

"C-Cole" I managed to get out, but stuttering.

"Megan" Cole returned with a smile. I looked behind him and saw no other than Dana holding a guitar and a giant bag. "I know I messed up and I'm terribly sorry for what I did. I shouldn't have done it. And before you kick me out, I wanna sing you something. I wrote this for our band. I know you heard it and know it's about you." Then Cole turned around and nodded to Dana. As he started strumming the guitar he took a step closer to me. Then began to sing.

I'm as bad as you want me

The side of me you'll never miss

But, I promise I don't need saving

'Cause I'm just trying to save my own skin

I always show her nothing but the finest

And all she shows me

Is where the exit sign is

So baby if you fall for me

Don't ask for mercy please

I won't crash again

I come off a little rude

'Cause I got everything to lose

You really need to watch your step

And you think I'm heartless

Well I just listen to my heart less, my heart less

I'm not heartless

No I just listen to my heart less, my heart less

Oh I broke it one too many times

Now I listen to my heart less

I can feel your hold on me

That's why I'm drifting away

'Cause the minute I let my guard down

You walk right in and slam the door to face

I always show her nothing but the finest

And all she shows me

Is where the exit sign is

So baby, if you fall for me

Don't ask for mercy please

I won't crash again

I come off a little rude

'Cause I got everything to lose

You really need to watch your step

And you think I'm heartless

Well I just listen to my heart less, my heart less

I'm not heartless

No I just listen to my heart less, my heart less

Oh I broke it one too many times

Now I listen to my heart less

Now I've been dealt a hand

Bad cards I wanna fold them

When I try to break the ice

They always give me that cold shoulder

Yeah I've been left for the vultures one too many times

So if he said she said I'm trouble

I'll tell you they ain't lying

Told you they weren't gonna last

I'll take all your gifts and give 'em right back

My love is a trap you know it's a fact

Baby I'm nothing but your next regret

So you better keep your distance

Or I'll teach you a lesson

And if you think I'm heartless

Well I just listen to my heart less, my heart less

I'm not heartless

No I just listen to my heart less, my heart less

I'm not heartless

No I just listen to my heart less, my heart less

I'm not heartless

No I just listen to my heart less, my heart less

Oh I broke it one too many times

Now I listen to my heart less

My heart less

I my eyes were watering. I am so confused. When I finally came to my senses I lightly pushed him, but just enough for him to take a step back. "What is your problem Cole? You think you can just show up here after a month, sing a song that you wrote, and expect me to take you back?"

"Look Megan. I know I messed up, but I still love you. I always will. We were together for almost two years and those were the most amazing years of my life"

"That's cheesy" I muttered, but he ignored it.

"But I do know one thing, I know that you still love me."

"No I hate you"

"No you don't. If you did you wouldn't be crying, listening to the CDs I gave you, and you would not have let me even sing. You know it and can't deny it."

"I-I"

"You see. But I didn't just come here to say that. I came for you, because I still love you."

I took a few steps forward until I was practically touching him and looked up into his beautiful eyes. "Cole" I began. "I don't understand you. Why did you wait? If you loved me why did you leave me?! We were together for a long time. How can I possibly believe that you still love me like I love you ho-" before I could finish his lips crashed into mine. My head was swimming. Then we broke apart.

"I love you so much Megan. I waited for the perfect time, when I knew what I was gonna do to get you back. I knew I needed something amazing for my girl." Then Dana walked over with the giant bag and inside was a box.

I opened it and it revealed to me a bunch of pictures we have taken and given to each other in the pass 2 years. There even were papers we had passed in math class last year and screenshot pictures of our texts. He had kept it all.

"I love you more than you possibly know,Megan."
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