To Overcome

the new routine

izuku pov: age 12

i don't know why i believed Hasashi when he said as long as i did what he said i would be fine he beats me regardless and now its under the guise of training so he leaves bruises everywhere even my face  and then i go to school just to get beat and degraded  more by kacchan " IZUKU TIME FOR TRAINING" i get out of bed and walk into my bathroom " well you look like shit" i mutter to my reflection and in truth i did i had bags under my eyes and my shoulder length dark green hair was tangled i turn the water on taking off my clothes glancing at the scars running along my tanned body

 i trace the one stood out to me the one i got from kacchan that landed me in the hospital for a week

smol flash back( an: its really short i promise)~

i was sitting on the roof of the school building since nobody bothers to come up here i was messing around breaking off small parts of the roof and reshaping them into animals and darts my tail swinging behind me as i was wrapped up in seeing how far i could maintain the form of a miniature building my concentration broke when the roof door slammed open with pleads from a male" bakugou please i didn't mean to step on your shoes please let me go" 'yuui-san' i recognized .while he didn't talk to me he wasn't rude either often slipping me bandages and such .he was a small angel hybrid with weak light control and air control cute but clumsy .i got up to go defuse the situation and kacchan let off a huge explosion i used my speed to push yuui out of the way and took the hit to the side" that could have killed him kacchan" i say to him with all of my other bruises and cuts this just made it worst i try not to groan in pain as the warm liquid starts to leak down my side from the injury  " fucking deku what the hell are you doing here you stupid freak always ruining shit" he shoves me down and kicks me further aggravating the wound  before leaving once they're gone i pass out 

time skip~

i hear a faint beeping sound as i fade back into consciousness after a few minutes i manage to crack open an eye to see I'm in a bright white room " great just fucking great, a hospital dad's gonna be pissed" i sigh and wait for a nurse to come 

flash back over~

i shake my head at the memory and look at the rest of my body my wings were dirty with blood from last nights " training"  but i noticed i started growing another set while smaller they were just as strong as my main pair ' probably from the arc-angel side of my mutation the same thing that killed my mom' my tail's fur was matted with blood and my spikes way flat running along my tail 

when my dad found out i as able to detach them he started weapon training and would purposely break my weapons to make me have to use the spikes which hurt to detached and reshape them into weapons they are made out titanium apparently 

oh and another weird thing i have deer ears their heavy and usually are down but no one knows i have them because they blend in with the rest of my hair despite their size. i was pretty toned for my age courtesy of the training and workouts i stared at myself and saw dead jade green eyes staring back the same eyes that used to hold a childish spark, hope, and kindness.it as gone dead just like my mother now replaced with these dead green eyes which held no emotion other than pain and sadness i smiled at my reflection my sharp dog like teeth getting to shine. but it was smile of pain i turn away unable to look at the creature in the mirror anymore" they are right i am a freak" i say stepping under the water. i watch as the blood red water disappeared down the drain along with my self confidence and grabbed the body wash and shampoo 

time skip~ 

i wrapped my fresh wounds from our training session and put on my middle school uniform. on the way there i stopped at this café called " deaths coffee" which i conveniently worked at mainly so i dont starve since im not allowed to eat anything my father paid for with his money. though its not a problem and its more time i can spend away from him another reason is to cover up where I'm getting money since i didn't tell him that after the funeral i got a call from my moms attorney saying that my mom's life savings got transferred over to my bank account and that she was sorry for my loss. 

i walk into the café and walk up to see one of my coworkers shinsou at the register he is an alpha wendigo, dragon hybrid with his main power being brainwashing he was pretty chill and was an fellow insomniac. so working with him was fine and his parents happened to own the place hence the name. 

" yo zuku what's up" he says while making a customer's order. " nothing just on my way to hell and needed some coffee and two scones the regular" i respond nonchalantly he nodded and got to work. i pulled out my phone reminding myself to go shopping for a new one later and open up the news app headline ' allmight does it again  saving  kosu city from a C threat demon and a D threat fallen angel' .i shake my head and close my phone putting it back in my pocket. all my desires to become a D.F.H was gone demolished by my father. but i was still going to be one because if i didn't he would probably murder me and cremate my body " here its 4.67".  i hand him a 5 and he hands me my dead man walking the strongest coffee we have and two strawberry scones  i wave to him as i leave the café. 

' im already on my way to hell and im not even dead yet' i chuckle as i near the school i sigh " here we go" i mutter already feeling the pain . 

An: hiii I'm sorry i know i said that this chapter would come out days ago but i ended up getting sick and the light from my computer was giving me a migraine and then school started but i promise I'll prewrite chapters on the weekends and release them when i can next chapter I'll explain the soulmate stuff and ill eventually dedicate a whole chapter to characters species powers and pact animals but they should be revealed by then mkay byeee 

that's how he looks but with eye bags and duller eyes

re-edited