Lifeless

Obsessed

Tossing and turning in my bed, I couldn't sleep anymore with so much burdening my mind before sleep. Opening my eyes, I shot up as if I just woke up from a terrible nightmare. Feeling burning hot, with my heart rate quickening, sweaty palms and dilating eyes. I looked around my semi dark room seeing that it was just about sunrise. I then realized the hands wrapped around my waist and felt the in grove of my bed next to me, sink in.

"What the?" looking slowly over, to the space next to me. I noticed him, Leo was literally laying on the bed shirtless in flannel pj bottoms and his hands wrapped around my waist. He then looked up at me with a small smile.

"Good morning beautiful"

Widening my eyes, startled, I fell off the bed with a thump. He sat up and snickered at me, seeing my becoming clumsy and falling over.

"How'd you get in here?" I questioned, holding onto the wall for stability. He got up slowly from the bed.

"I may have used a mind trick or two, to convince your sister I was your fitness trainer" he shrugged with a smile. "The real question is what are you doing with this?"

"Lilith gave it to me, to help me escape" he moved over to me, swiftly with a smile. Ready for anything, dominant and proud, filled top to bottom with extreme pride. Locking both sides of me in, with his hands based on each side with a craved smile.

"I want you so badly, you're just so amazing..." he said smoothly, using that sexy base in his voice, mixed with the raspy voice that showed he just woke up "And that hat Lilith is bad news"

Grabbing him by his neck, I took my other hand and slapped him.

"I figured that out last night. But at least I didn't fuck her" I spat out. It sounded so salty, so rude and so dry but honestly at this point did not care for it. Not one bit. His face was shocked, dropped jawed and just taken by surprise. He had no clue that I knew and I frankly didn't care. "But that's none of my business now is it?"

"What can I say, I might be dead but I'm still a man so I still have urges. And with those urges I can't control myself around pretty women."

His voice was hypnotizing, trance inducing and just sexy in the most ways. I loved his voice, the way he walked. The way he talked and the way he command himself, he was a manthat lived forever, built for success, seduction and well.. Sex.

"You know what, it's not like I ever cared anyway" I said attempting to brush it off my shoulders.

"Oh really now? If you didn't then you wouldn't have acted so salty"

"Say word, you know what the word salty means. You're so classic, so renaissance, I just didn't know you were up to date on my generation's slang" I giggled, he took one of his hands off the wall and brushed his thumb against my cheek.

"Love, I can tell you the definition of any word every created. I can quote Shakespeare by memory and words of Roman Gods by heart. I can tell you Newton's law back and front from his exact mouth and play Beethoven symphonies as if they were lullabys. Do not worry about what I know love"

He was cocky. But not cocky enough to piss me off, just enough to impress me. He was on top of the world with everything and knew what he wanted. I could go on and on about this mysterious man but truth be told I actually didn't know much about him or his history. "Now... I know you know I know Lilith is bad news. But how did you figure it out?"

"Aaron's cheating on me, you knew that. Which was the other reason for you taking me, it wasn't out of anger and revenge but also out of protection and possibly empathy. However I bet you didn't realize the girl was that Lilith" Taking this new found information, he closed his eyes and fisted his hands in anger. "She also took your blood... Now she's a vampire"

His eyes then shot open, filled with anger and regret.

"I knew she was bad, but I didn't realize..."

"She wants eternity... And wants it with you" I said bluntly, trying to hide my jealousy.

"Too bad I'd kill her before that ever happens" looking down into my eyes, a deceitful smile crept onto his lips. "Be with me, become a vampire. Let me change you"

When he offered that to me a few weeks ago I mostly thought of Aaron, but this time I thought about myself.

"What do I have to do for you to change me?"  automatically after I finished my sentence, he pulled me from the wall and threw me onto the bed. Before straddling my lap as I laid down.

"Grab something and bite down onto it and when you feel it, try to control your urges." reaching my hand put, I grabbed a pillow and bit down onto it. He then pressed his thumb against my arm, dug his nail in, and sliced a gas through it. I yelled out but the pillow muffled my sound. He then cut his hand and as we both bled, he then pressed the cuts together. The blood then began fusing with each other, and his completely dominating mine. He then leaned over and dug his teeth into my neck, once that happened. I felt the blood fusion truly take over. It was like his DNA was entwining with mine, it was heating and cooling my body as if i were sick. But I could also feel my body going into heat. Craving anything and everything, sex, success, money, power, violence, blood. It was like I had truly lost control of my body. Growling, moaning, screaming, and fighting every damn temptation that hit me. Eating me alive. Thank God he told me to take this damn pillow or else I'd be screwed. After five minutes, I then felt myself black out, losing the battle and becoming unconscious. I let it happen, too tired to fight, too overwhelmed to work, I was done.