Adopted by 5sos

Chapter 11

Chapter 11:

"Why would you leave?!" I sobbed.

"I'm so sorry baby I didn't want to leave you!"

"If you loved me why did you leave me?!"

"I didn't want to!" He sobbed back. "i love you so much baby." He hugged me.

As I hugged him back he disappeared. The small touch made his fragile body disperse.

I looked around for him. To find where he went but all I saw was a car. That has smashed into an oncoming car.

I fall to my knees sobbing as I look at the mangled body of my boyfriend in the drivers seat.

"Why?!" I screamed while sobbing. "why'd he leave me?! Take me! Take me too! I don't want to be here!"

Mikey shows up in the distance and he runs up to me. He hugs me rubbing my back as I continue to sob.

"Allison? Are you ok?! Allison! Wake up!"

My eyes shot open and I looked around trying to see where I am.

"Allison. Calm down. You'll be ok" Mikey said.

"He.....he was t-there! H-he was a-alive! But it h-happened again! He's g-gone again!" I sobbed.

"Shh. It's ok Allison. You're ok" Mikey held me close to him.

I saw the other 3 boys at the doorway looking at me confused and worried.

"You guys can go to bed" Michael nodded. "I got this"

"Are you sure?" Calum asked.

Michael nodded and the boys kissed my forehead before leaving the room.

Mikey looks at me worried. I guess it's because I'm shaking so bad and I can barely breath.

"No! No! No! Not this again" I put my head in my hands.

"What do you mean?"

"It's one of those days where all the memories come back and I can't do anything about it. I just have to take it. It's otherwise known as hell" I say still not calm.

"I'll be here ok? It's gonna be different. I'll help you"

I nodded and Mikey continued to rub my back.

"It's 3am. Try to get some sleep ok?"

I nodded swallowing a big knot in my throat. I'm scared to sleep again. I don't want another dream..... I mean nightmare.

I close my eyes and I feel 2 arms wrapped around my waist pulling me into them. Mikey.

I relax at the touch but still desperately try not to sleep. I can't handle it.

Despite trying not to close my eyes they still get heavy and fall shut. I fall asleep scared for what was going to happen today.

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"Stay!" I sob sitting up waking from my sleep.

I take deep breaths looking at the clock. It's still only 4am and I know sleeping isn't an option.

"Shh" Michael hugged me to him.

He smoothed down my hair over and over again like he was petting my hair. He rubbed my back with his other hand and I clutched onto him with my hands.

"Why don't you talk about him? It might help" Michael pulled back.

"It's fine Mikey. Go to sleep"