Chapter 20

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by ILYLUKE__

by ILYLUKE__

Chapter 20

*2 MONTHS LATER.

( RILEYS GOING HOME TO FINISH SCHOOL)

Lukes POV:

I hug her tight and spin her around.

" Im going to miss you babygirl but this is for the best"

" i love you Luke" she cries into my shirt.

" FLIGHT 659 TO AMERICA NOW BOARDING."

She just hugs me tighter. I look down at her.

" I love you Riley. " i kiss her forehead.

" bye luke." she says still crying. I let myself cry too.

" I love you" she says slipping me away from my grip. She looks at me one last time before going in the door. I love you i mouth she mouths it back

And like that my world is gone...

We skype a lot. Just the time zone is screwing us up.. I miss her terribly. Its been 6 weeks since shes been away. Shes saying nothings changed. But im still sfraid i might be loosing her... I think of the song i wrote explaining pur situation. Are we wasting time? Talking on a broken line. Telling her i havent seen her face in ages. It feels like were as close as strangers. I wont give up even though it hurts so much. Every night im loosing you in a thousand faces. Now it feels like were close as strangers. A single tear rolls down my face. Then my phone rings.

" Hey baby!! " her voice says.

I smile.

" Hey babygirl "

" Hows tour?"

" good i guess i miss you."

" i miss you too Luke "

We talk for another 4 hours until she falls asleep. I dont hang up on her. I fall asleep to the sound of her slight snoring.

as soon as tours over. Im going to see my world..

Rileys POV:

i talked to Luke last night. I miss him so much. I shouldnt of came back. Constantly bullied at school. Because im dating Luke.. And their jealous. I look threw my twitter mentions. Slut, whore, skank etc is mostly what i see. I try not to let the hate get to me. But it does. I text Luke.

" I miss you so fucking much"

Hes asleep because where hes at right now its night time.

I pick up my little friend. The Razor. I slowly run it across my thigh. The pain is being released from my body. One cut 2 cuts three cuts 4. Why am i not happy anymore? I throw the razor across my bathroom floor.

I slide down the bathroom door crying. Late night calls and another text is this as good as its gonna get? Another timezone taking me away from him. I look at my promise ring. I sigh. And rememeber the first night he told me forever. I just wanna go home. Home is in his arms..

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