I'm sorry

C 1 ~ The END

I ran into the building hallway after hallway it felt like I've been running for ages like nothing was gonna make it stop like this was my hell, living this moment of guilt. my subconscious speaks to me saying you've betrayed them over and over again..

I finally make my way to the door and open it as fast as I could as I enter the studio where they practice their dance routine everyday. I'm out of breath and in pain from running the whole way but not as much pain emotionally. I Look at them and I already know this is going to end bad, it's hard to breathe from the lack of exercise I do plus the tension in the room is thick, that I'm suffocating and it's not a pretty sight from what position Ive gotten myself Into.

I walk closer to them slowly but steadily like I'm standing on glass waiting for it to break. "Look guys I'm sorry you found out this way, I wanted to tell you please just don't get mad... It wasnt like I meant for this to happen." tears began to form in my eyes. " I was just waiting on the right time and- "

" Why would you lie to us we could've of help you from the begin with everything.." the disappointment Suga's face made me feel even more horrible then I felt the guilt was unbearable.

I looked at those seven boys standing before me but the worst part was no hate in there eyes just sadness and pain. Memories from the first time I met them comes rushing back and tears are continuing to fall.

I looked at V and he began to cry "V please just hear me out." I walked to him to wipe is tears away but he blocked my hands and walked passed me and slammed the door causing me to jump. Jimin gave me the same look as V but chased after him.

"Jay come on.. Sunshine." I say in desperation

" I'm sorry ara I can't do this right now." he walked out not that long after V and Jimin.

"why would you how could you be so selfish?" Jungkook question.

I answered as soon as he finished asking the question, I didnt hesitate one bit I might not get my chance after this. " I wasnt thinking straight I was in a really bad place. You have to believe me."

He looks at me calming himself trying to slow his breathing down trying not to break down I know he doesn't want to break down just like I don't want to. I hate crying I hate it so much. "How can I believe you for what you've done." he says as his eyes began to water. " I'm sorry I cant to this Suga, Jin.." he jogs off and leaves the studio with just suga, Jin and I in this room. I used to think this studio was huge but I've never felt so cramped.

"Jin you have to believe me I'm.. I'm sorry."

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