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C 5 ~ Hard work

They talked longer than I expected and I actually got bored playing my games on my phone and I usually don't. I was gonna walk to go talk to suga but he ended up falling asleep on the chair and still is sleeping. 

I sighed and got annoyed at James and I insisted to go home but he wanted me to meet everyone. I was so annoyed but I let it slide, usually I would whinge the whole time and complain. I was surprised myself actually. As I'm deciding to go walk to James to drop me home  someone opens the door making me stop my decision making. We all looked to see who it was, It was some guy in White T-shirt that has Naruto Character print  and black sweatpants with purple Sneakers. Mhm what an odd combination. His hair was slicked back with his glasses on top of his head, his skin colour was pale like Sugas. 

He goes towards all the boys and notices sitting down. He was shocked but his face expression was not impressed. He started to talk to the boys in a serious tone and then everyone started to look at me I got my phone quickly so they wouldn't see that I was staring or listening to their conversation. Not that I can even understand anyways. They looked back at the man and started talking but then James said something and the mans expression changed. As I was pretending to be on my phone Suga finally wakes up and goes to the group and greets the Man. 

I look at the time and its only been 20 minutes since we came to the dance studio but it feels like hours. I look up to see James coming towards me. "Come sit over here the boys wanna show you something." I nodded to get up and follow James so we were sitting at the back of the room so I wasnt leaning on the mirror anymore. The man got the remote of the stereo and turn the music on. 

"5. 6. 7. 8." he yelled loudly with his Korean accent. 

Then the boys started dancing to the rhythm of the song and they were unbelievable. They were all in sync not one person missed a move. They moved so fast and it was memorising to watch, I couldn't take my eyes of them I know now why James wanted me to produce one of their songs. There movements where so intense yet beautiful they all fit together like a puzzle piece. James was watching me the whole time looking at my expression and he was satisfied with it. let me tell you I was amazed. When I make music I have to visualise first then I produce, that's just my weird way of doing it. That idiot knew I would want to produce their music. 

"So what do you think." He leans in. 

I have no words to describe how I feel right now. "They're incredible." I simply say.

With that the music ended and they all started clapping and laughing. Suga when to sit down where I was before. Then the other boys went to go to their bags near us to get water, V started too much around with Suga then tried to kick him playfully to leave him alone. Its crazy how much the boys have so much fun afterwards. I've met groups of singers and they usually are so serious and then once everything is done to perfection they leave and don't say a word to each other they lack connection like the boys do. It's like their family. 

"Did you like our dance?" J-hope said with a wide smile. I look up startled lost in my thoughts as always. 

"Yeah, you guys are amazing." I said clearly. 

"Thank you." He laughed. I laughed along with him. He's fall of love and life it makes me forget how much hate you have it evaporates into happiness. 

"So Arabella this is the one of the Dance directors, this is Son Sung-deuk. He's been with all the boys since day one." I turn around to listen to James as he's explaining to me who this man is. I nod at him so he knows I'm listening. I look towards the man and he smiles at me, shocked at his reaction cause just moments ago he had a very serious look on his face which was kind of scary.

"Hello I'm Arabella." I say with a smile. 

"Hi..Hello I'm son." He says slowly

"Nice to meet you Son."  I wish I could at least learn some words. I mean even with communication barrier I still understand them. I just feel so impolite because they took the time to learn English yet I haven't even learn one single thing from James. I wish I had but he hardly we hardly get to see each other than we used to. He's always busy producing and I'm always working to survive. I'll see him but that's usually when he and I are working we don't go at all and do anything that's just how it is. 

I mean I know what its like to be brought up by an asian family and all the hard work they go through just to survive especially my Grandmother coming from the Philippines and coming to Australia just goes to show that hard work pays off and look where she is now, In Australia has her own beautiful house and she's doing okay.  

"I'm .. ahh.. good." Son says, concentrating on his words. I mean I get it translating from your own language to English is hard. I tired to learn Tagalog but I stopped cause it was driving me insane and plus I don't have the patients so I just gave up, my grandmother was so disappointed but eventually she just got over it. 

"I'm glad." I giggle. He not bad after all. He smiles and then the boys come over all yelling out my name Arabella. I wonder how this is all gonna turn out. 

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