I'm sorry

C 6 ~ Reality

We were all at the dance studio until really late and all of them showing them their dance routine to each song and by the time they were down they were all on the floor. I told James to tell them to stop and don't go over board I saw enough but no they all insist. James told me that they were all trying to showing off cause apparently I was pretty, I was flattered but was more worried about them. 

Son tired to teach me some of the dance moves but I was terrible at it. I'm such a slow learner so it was kind of hard to get the hang of it at first but they all laughed at me saying I was better the Jin but I didn't understand why they would day that cause he's movements are all there and he's always on time I just don't see it but yet again I'm no dancer so I wouldn't know. 

It was one in the morning when we left all talking and just messing around. Son's wife bought us food with his little one. He was so cute they let me old him and all of them looked at me strangely. "how come when I hold Him he cries." v pouted. 

"Cause you have an ugly face." Jimin giggled. 

He looked at him like he was going to kill him but then Jimin hugged V. Oh. he's just pouting. We all left saying goodbye to each of them. It was nice seeing them all I'm glad James actually got me out of the house. They all had three cars so all of them wouldnt drive to the hotel by themselves. 

James dropped me home and then came into my little apartment and we talked for a bit more by the time we finished our conversation about work and life the sun was bout to come up. I told him he can sleep on the couch but he got up and slept on my bed anyways. I tired to kick off but he was a lot bigger and stronger than me. I didn't really mind since he's like family to me and I'm also comfortable with him. 

I woke up to James hugging me I felt so sweaty it was gross, I carefully removed myself so that he would roll over. He was shirtless making him even more annoying. I haven't seen him in a while maybe fore like seven months so he looks a lot more tone than hw was before. It crazy what can happen in months. I look at the time and it was nine In the morning I was more annoyed at him now cause I only has three hours of sleep so I'm going to be moody the whole day now. I decided to have a shower since I felt sticky from him spooning me. 

I took a shower and made myself coffee when I was finished, I'm still so tired yet I know I won't be able to go back to sleep. Since I know that James won't wake up until later I did my own research on the boys since I have no clue who they are. 

I went into my office room and quickly shut the door and turned my laptop on. I waited impatiently for my laptop to turn on and sighed for it taking so long. I typed in my password and clicked on google. Oh shit I forgot what they were called. mhm 

I remember sugar's name so I typed it in and there they were. Oh it spelt as suga. Jungkook, V, Jimin, Jin, J-hope and RM.  Min Yoon-gi known by his stage name Suga and Agust D, is a South Korean rapper, songwriter and record producer. blah blah, he is in a pop idol band group BTS. Thats it! 

I typed in BTS as I was scrolling reading down the information again. Oh so is short for Bangtan Boys. I looked at all of their songs from their very first album to there latest one they released. Looking at all the music videos to their vlogs and interviews. Doing my research and so I know what to expect from how they act around the cameras but in all honestly they where all the same as they are when I met them all bubbly, laughing and being there for each other. Suga sleeping and where he can. Well that hasn't changed. 

I closed my computer down and went back into my room to see James still peacefully just sleeping. He look so calm and cute like a baby and less annoying than he usually is. I don't have work for a couple of days so its kind of new to stay at home and not have to worry as much as I do. I really want to wake him up but I decided against it. 

I decided to go watch TV and wait patiently so he would wake up on his own accord. It's been an hour so quickly went to the store to get some stuff for breakfast. I'm so lucky that I live near 5 minutes near the store walking distances. 

I got back home and go in my room to see if he is still sleeping, and he is. I roll my eyes and put the stuff I got on the table and start taking out the stuff I need. Bacon and eggs. That will wake him up. 

I start dosing off as I continue to cook away left with my own thoughts. about how im going to survive wth paying for up coming bills and food for the week since James said I won't be working for this week helping him with BTS. 

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